Crying When I Shouldn't

I've been sitting in the corner
I just wanna paint your name onto these walls
I've been waiting on a phone call, so I can ignore it
Tryna prove you wrong

I've been listening to your favorite songs
The ones that push me back into your arms

Crying, when I shouldn't
But never for you
Somethings I won't do
I shoulda said, but couldn't
I knew it had to end like that
We can never go back

Nights are long, so I wrote this song
While I'm dancing on my own

Crying, when I shouldn't
I'm saving myself
'Cuz I can't save you

Slowly waiting for the moment when
I wouldn't need to hold on anymore
Wish that I could just forget your name
Or find a way to change you on my own

I've been skipping past your favorite songs
The ones that push me back into your arms

Crying, when I shouldn't
But never for you
Somethings I won't do
I shoulda said, but couldn't
I knew it had to end like that
We can never go back

Nights are long, so I wrote this song
While I'm dancing on my own

Crying, when I shouldn't
Saving myself
'Cuz I can't save you

Even in the end
You know I'd do it all again
I'll keep dancing on my own

Crying, when I shouldn't
But never for you
Somethings I won't do
I shoulda said, but couldn't
I knew it had to end like that
We can never go back

Nights are long, so I wrote this song
While I'm dancing on my own

Crying, when I shouldn't
Saving myself
'Cuz I can't save you