Choices

There is something strange tonight
And i just can´t forget and sleep
It seems like its a big mistake
Something i need to forsake
I face a time of waste
Once i wanted to be the one
Now i´m only a part of a stone structure
And i feel prisoned by this rage
I fight myself to step back
But the weight over me
Just don´t let me, don´t let me
I´ve driven my own destiny
Once i wanted to be the one
Now i´m only a part of a stone structure
Now i´m so week to go back
And break the line i was taking
Mistaking and shooting me away
If i just knew what fire can do before getting burned
Now i look at you and i feel so ashamed
And chained by the effects of the blindness of an absolut truth