Carry The Load

There’s no treatment for what I’ve got
Leave me here to die and then rot
There’s nothing left in this world for me
You made me blind and now I can’t see

I never heard what you told me
You left me alone to carry the load

I’ll carry the load till it implodes
I’m biding my time
I’m plotting a scheme making it mine
I’m falling behind

Can I navigate the storm now?
It’s so dark in here I don’t know how
There’s nothing in this world for you
I never guessed this is what you would do

You never heard what I told you
I left you alone to carry the load

I can’t seem to let it go
I wish I had a heart of stone
I can’t let you go

I’ll carry the load till it implodes
I’m biding my time
I’m plotting a scheme making it mine
I’m falling behind