Can't Believe

I never thought i could feel so abject and low, listless and slow
That's how it is- a common heartbreak for other people I've known

When you're thrown from a place so high
you hit hard to the ground with a sound that really tells
Now I know what it is to be truly alone
at least for the time being

It really blows when you've got noone to talk to in a room full of friends who really care
and the ONE you could talk to wants nothing to do with you

Spurned Heart, let's go to sleep until replacement is nigh
Spurious Love I'm forgetting now and i wash my hands of

The sad songs I love- they don't love me back
and the past that I love- it doesn't love me back

So many things remind me of times that were good in a place that stood fast in Forever
So many things are tagged with the smell of the other
Once denial has left and you turn yourself round to face the ruins that burn deep
it's a shame that what's left is to slowly forget
until your last breath

Empty Soul, let's attenuate and become solid again
Let's carry on, re-learn to be one, and learn some new songs