Brittle Spirit

Let me down
An ending that I'm used to
You think that you can relate
But I can see it now
You don't know the things
That I have been through
The stories always the same
And I never change

Words are so meaningless
I feel myself exhale them
Nobody ever listens
So tie me to this nothingness
I feel my thoughts imploding
All that is golden rusting away
Inside of me
A brittle breaking spirit

I envy what you've done
To mask the pain you run from
How quickly you recover
I could never hide these scars
I suffer from

I feel so alone, so forgotten
Running myself sick
With all these questions
I can't seem to ask for help
When everybody thinks I'm
Crazy cuz I can't help myself

Look at me
Who am I?
Show me once a face of love
Meaningless
Empty threats
Telling me the truth's a lie

Pick my feet up
I know I said I'd never make it
But I don't wanna be stuck
Inside this world
I hate it
Pick my feet up
I know I said I'd never make it

Let me down
An ending that I'm used to
You think that you can relate
But I can see it now
You don't know the things
That I have been through
The stories always the same
And I never change

Words are so meaningless
Truth, is the son of God
Came to bear the weight your feeling
You are not alone
You are not alone
Truth, is the chance to know
Every breath is filled with meaning
You are not alone
You are not alone