Addicted To Chaos

Only yesterday they told me you were gone
all these normal people, will i find another one?
monkey on my back, aching in my bones
i forgot you said "one day you'll walk alone"
i said i need you, does that make me wrong?
am i a weak man? are you feeling strong?
my heart was blackened, it's bloody red
a hole in my heart, a hole in my head
Who will help me up?
where's the helping hand?
will you turn on me?
is this my final stand?
In a dream i connot see
tangled abstract fallacy
random turmoil builds in me
i'm addicted to chaos
Light shined on my path, turn bad days into good
turn breakdowns into blocks, smashed them 'cause i could
my brain was labored, my head would spin
don't let me down, don't give up, don't give in
the rain comes down, the cold wind blows
the plans we made are back up on the road
turn up my collar, welcome the unknown
remember that you said "one day you'll walk alone"
Who will help me up?
where's the helping hand?
will you turn on me?
is this my final stand?
In a dream i connot see
tangled abstract fallacy
random turmoil builds in me
i'm addicted to chaos
Who will help me up?
where's the helping hand?
will you turn on me?
is this my final stand?
In a dream i connot see, in a dream i connot see
tangled abstract fallacy, tangled abstract fallacy
random turmoil builds in me, random turmoil builds in me
oh, it builds and builds and builds
In a dream i connot see, in a dream i connot see
tangled abstract fallacy, tangled abstract fallacy
random turmoil builds in me, random turmoil builds in me
i'm addicted to the, i'm addicted to the chaos
addicted to chaos

Adicto Al Caos

Solo ayer me dijeron que te fuiste
toda esa gente normal, encontrare otra?
un mono en mi espalda, doliendome los huesos
olvide que dijiste, "un dia caminaras solo"
Dije que te necesito, acaso estoy equivocado?
soy un hombre debil? acaso te sientes fuerte?
mi corazon fue oscurecido, esta malditamente rojo
un hoyo en mi corazon, un hoyo en mi cabeza

Quien me ayudara a levantarme?
Donde esta la mano que ayuda?
Te voltearas hacia mi?
Es esta mi ultima declaracion?

En un sueño que no puedo ver
una falacia confusa y abstracta
un caos aleatorio crece en mi
Soy adicto al caos

La luz ilumina mi camino, convierte malos dias en buenos
convierte colapsos en bloques, los destruyo porque puedo
mi cerebro ha trabajado, mi cabeza puede girar
no me decepciones, no te rindas, no lo aceptes
La lluvia cae, el viento frio sopla
los planes que hicimos estan de vuelta en marcha
descubre mi collar, bienvenido lo desconocido
recuerta que tu dijiste "un dia caminaras solo"

Quien me ayudara a levantarme?
Donde esta la mano que ayuda?
Quien se volteara hacia mi?
Es esta mi ultima declaracion?

En un sueño que no puedo ver
una falacia confusa y abstracta
un caos aleatorio crece en mi
Soy adicto al caos