Absence

There's a language you don't know
Spoken on the streets inside me
And when I talk to my ancient fears
As I walk through these streets I feel a light
Up to my bones

And you don't even wanna know
How this way could make me older
What I've lost in fear
Things I've crossed till it got to be a lie
Worth holding on to

So if you wanna go
You should know, you should know
What I kept relentlessly from you

As I fake my final escape
I see you choking on your own words
Now we drop almost peacefully
Ashes from what it used to be a life
Well worth living

So if you wanna go
You should know, you should know
What I kept relentlessly from you

There's no light in the end of this trail
We blurred the sky with all this grey
We marched blindly away from the truth
To grow apart as we should

There's a language you don't know
Spoken on the streets inside me
And when I talk to my ancient fears
As I walk through these streets I feel a light
Up to my bones

So if you wanna go
You should know, you should know
What is left of each and every time
I heard you saying you should go