I don’t relax
I can’t shut down
No hanging loose

I read the room
Most of the time
(Trying to make sure everything is fine)

There’s no control
Within this act
Built on projection
And self-neglect

I don’t relax
I can’t shut down
No hanging loos

There’s a butterfly flying from the dark room
Where we’re at
We’re sitting holding hands
There’s a promise to what’s next
And then balance on the edge

Between love and lost
Between affection and confusion
Between love and lost
Between affection and confusion

Emergency, emergency
Emergency, emergency

I love the Sun because
Under her I cannot freeze
My brain it cuts the line
Solid as ice, you would agree

I'm overwhelmed
I cannot think
And I don’t know how to act
I should do anything
Instead my sight is turni

Trapped in a steady motion
Lost in a pile of sorrows
Knowing that I might not own it
But I still cannot cope with it
I feel like
Grey in a color gradient
Cake on a cancelled birthday
Paused for a minute just before
I’ll get right back to

Running and running

I saw you walking down the street
Yesterday
Looking fine as hell
I think I need some air
Smiling over to you
To say hi
Would you like to hang with me
Sometime

I can’t believe
I can’t believe
How great you are
Am I just dreaming
Or am I idealizing

Girl, he toxic
Get it in your head
You will end up raising him until your dead

You shine brighter than his teeth
When he grins and tells you that
He’s the one you need

Girl, he toxic
Get it in your head
You will end up raising him until your dead

You shi

I know I’d do it all
I know I’d do it all
For all what’s lost
I know I’d do it all

I'm doing it all over again

I rushed into the thought
I rushed into the thought
The thought of us
I rushed into it all

And now I'm hurting someone

Before you say to

Heavenly bodies above me
Heavy my mind feels
And this is what I say
Heaviness is what surrounds me but I'm okay, I am okay

Haven’t felt healthy lately
My mind tricks me
Cause this is what I say
I can’t complain fundamentally, I am okay, I am okay!

Affirmations

Rays of sunlight on my face
It’s you I want, I seek, I chase
Again an afternoon goes by
The evening flies and brings the night

You are nowhere near to me
Don’t know the last time we have seen
Each other face to face

And I'm feeling homesick
I'm feeling homesic

Tear it off
Rip it off of me
I think I will burry myself
In ache

Ache and nothing less
Hurting myself knowing that
I have ribely overthought it
Thinking I have hurt the rest
Pressure is my truest friend these days

Oh, just break the curse
I need to rea

Vomiting
Vomiting
Vomiting
Emotions

It’s not that I
Want to be someone else
It’s just that I
See a lot that needs to change
I’ve kinda been
So drained I won’t get up
And also scared
But now I'm just fed up

Leave me alone
When I'm walking in the dark
Leave me alone
This is so messed up<

Give me a taste of what it's like to be with you
So I can assure myself that's what I want to do
Don't want to feel this blank space in my head when I see you
So baby, let's just not pretend
Ever again

I hide you under my sheets
So I don't have to say good bye
Don't

Always wondered if
You had noticed me at all
Felt so small
Everytime I saw you

Haven’t been myself
In a while since knowing you
But I guess
That’s just what you do

Make me happy, make me sad
Can’t remember what comes next
Make me happy, make me sad

You dragged me into your hole
Slammed a door shut
To cut through my safety rope
It’s fibers
They call for a chance!
To reach out
To reach out again
To reach out
To reach out again

I know it’s not right (it's not right)
I know this time (I know this time)

Depression‘s got a hold of me
I lost my touch to empathy
I feel too much
And not at all
Can‘t catch a breath
Waves drowned me now

Dissociation, emptiness
I need to call a therapist
If that’s my youth
I guess I‘ve missed
Nothing at all
Makes me so pis

I can’t believe what just happened to me
I forgot how to walk
This feeling of not knowing
Makes me so blue
Why does it always have to be
This way with me
Running circles in my mind
Can’t shut it up

Make it all just go away now
I need to blow off some steam t

When I look at you
It feels like home
When I look at you
There’s this face I’ve known

But she changed
She changed
Quite a lot

Your face looks kinda blushed
Are you feeling ok?
Your face looks kinda blushed to me
Are you gonna explode?
Are you gonna

Hey you
What's on your mind?
I meant to call but I’ve been up all night
Dry hands
And bleeding lips
Most of us we forgot how to live

I wanna do something
I wanna do something cool
(Cool, cool, cool – cool, cool, cool)
You wanna do something
Do you wanna

Suddenly it’s late again
Somewhen around 2am
I’ve been turning
I’ve been tossing
My life into a trash can

A good degree
Something to be!
Yeah, that’s great
Just not for me

I’ve been turning
I’ve been tossing
My life into a trash can

How does