Fast and hard
I want you to go
Drives me crazy
Thought you oughta know
Since the first time
That we had fun
Underneath that
Setting sun
I felt inside
Something real
All the pain before
I knew you'd heal

Fast and Hard
Fast and Hard
That's

We used to be just friends and
I wanted something more,
But I waited far too long
And by then youd closed the door
I turned away from you
Went in another direction,
And now my love for you
Has turned into infection

I never should have turned you down
And now

I was tired of my lady
We've been together too long
Like a worn out recording
Of a favourite song
So while she lay there sleeping
I read the paper in bed
And in the personal columns
There was this letter I read

If you like pina colodas
And getting caught in

Washed away the pain I knew
The fear I know's returning
The shadows fall forever again
Claiming their world around me
Crashing down upon the ground
Where I once lay before
I shiver with freight, this time I might
Die from the world around me

The biggest fear whi

If only there was something
That I could live for
Life might be a little more interesting
No, maybe I overreact
I wasn't supposed to be here
Maybe I could leave
Guess I need some creativity

Sleeping away the life I don't want
Getting ticked at everything that I

I want to hold on
But I need to let go
I want your love
But its paining me so
I want to grasp on
To the words that you speak
I want you to know
Just how I feel, oh yeah

I need your love
And I know you need mine
Been thinking so hard
But I just gotta

You get called it all the time
It tears away at your mind
You know you cant stop them.
But wait you can

You got a gun in your hand
You go to school the next day
Waiting for your bullies to become your prey
You tell everyone FUCK YOU AND HAVE A NICE DAY!

Cause

The pain I feel inside
Does not compare to the
Times that I have lied
My life has left me there

I don't know what to do
This life has come to distroy
My hopes my dreams with you
Playing me, like I were a toy

There is nothing more
That I wouldn't do
To

Once upon a time
In a world far from perfect
Lay a lonesome soul
On an ocean's surface
A place where one
Thought they could run
Where they were safe
Where they were loved

Feeling pitied before them all
Wishing your world could end
Hoping, praying they do

A silent feeling gets me inside
I want but have no place to hide
The anger I know is far to much
For I know in time in such

To get to know is to get to tell
Everything I know I will
Among them all, I feel along
More than what I do at home
I'm lost I'm alone

Fighting the fear inside
Living life by your side
Lost inside the world alone
Left to feel what pain has done

Feeling what has happened now
What was left inside me now
All which gathered inside
What was left but me to hide

Don't be fooled, by your past
Lif

Forget the words that they speak
Doctors are full of shit
I am not the crazy one
And I'm not in need of help

I don't need anything for my depression
I never took anything before
You can take all of your pills
And shove them up your ass

I know for a fact that I

I am crippled
And got muscular distrohpy
So give me a fork
And end this misery

I wrote this song
'Cause I am a retard
I was buried in a hole
When I was first born
I was put there
'Cause I am a retard
My parents didn't love me
Because I have muscular

The rain pours in through my window
The wrist of my left caked with blood
I wanted my life to be over
My life sworming around me as a flood
I proved myself a coward
Showed everyone I was afraid
DId the worst deed I could think of
My body, on my bed, I laid

I los

In a world of piss and shit
I've learned no other way
But to give and to get
What this worls gives your way
People break their friendships
For people just to date
But never do they realize
Until it is too late

We all should be dead
In the hands of another li

She Takes it
She Grabs it
Holds on to it forever
What do you got now
not a life.never!

You see when you confront her
she just glares you in the eye
But you know in your heart
that youre going to die
As you see it in the sky, u think to yourself
what am I

Life is a luxury, that I was not given,
And my existence is a living hell
Trapped in a box left to wait ,
Left with nothing,
But myself
But you opened up the box
And let my soul free
Only
To be
Trapped again

Ive hit a crossroad, but Ive got no directions

I cant feel what youre telling me
Sayin somethin bout the way it should be
And i dont know what i can believe
This just dont feel right to me
Talkin bout it was always how
We used to get along and we dont now
I still dont know how to perceive it now

Why me?
Its