One month separation
Several lifelines of pain
haven't seen your eyes
cuz I haven't seen your
cuz I haven't seen your face

I feel you sleeping, I feel you sigh
I'am your father
it's tearing me apart inside

How could I have done this
I hope you can forgive<

Standing on the devil's tower
Talking to the gods
Looking for an answer
To help me with my cause
Scorched by the blazing sun
Molded by the wind
Faced with no life just the pain
Listen to my future - tell me why I'm here

Condemned-Reject-Punishment úú

I lea

Born with his innocence
Nurtured only to serve
To serve as a mother's son
Childhood denied
Had to become a man while still only a child
Education taken away made to work instead

Sun up to sun down
Money earned money spent
Not in his name or by his choice
Cha

No shame for living low
Box life is all he knows
face scarred and jagged eyes
he sleeps among the flies

One more drink it soothes the pain
walking the streets nothing to gain
Hoping to live for one more day
The truth remains to guide the way

it's what he lives

Do you see
What your lies have done to me
do you feel
All the pain I'm suffering still
I don't care
Many times you have returned

Believe me
Survival to live this out
My faith
I'm keeping deep inside
Don't need
Your hate and all your deception
Sta

The dreams are so real and the lies are so real
To be naive to the almight dollar
In our own minds could be our demise if we did not
believe in our mind and our power we see all the greed
and our progress denied
Our belief is Benin onto you
Faith within us adversity seen

Your vile smell makes me sick you repulse me
How the fuck you come off like that
A trifling pissant who preys on the weak
You reak of disease that plagues the innocent

You scratch and claw inside my head
The thoughts of perfection enslaved
When you look at yourself what

Silver spoon in mouth
Not by his own choice
Passion in his heart
Lives by family ways
Wished he could have changed
Now it's just too late
The choices that are made - how could he have known?
Regret in his heart

Yeah úúú
Lived it, loved it, left it, want it,

Dare to embrace this wrongful healing
I've tried to change cause life has it's ways
Bent with I'm bent with this feeling thoughts start to
drain me bury the reasons why
Restless my mind seems so restless torn from the strain
confused and deranged
Sick with I'm sick from t

There's no hope for my freedom
come inside find my way

Pioneers of freedom, roam across this land
Search the future, let them be a man
Hope for freedom, are you willing to pay the price
Life's a gamble are you ready to roll the dice

Feel me - Deep inside your brain

Read between my eyes
What do yo usee a vision of cries
Forces coming down, straight from above
The ending is very clear

Final Judgement day will come and rid
This world away
No turning back, nowhere to hide
This day is all you'll know

Melting skin the stench o

Made it thru the day i didn't kill myself
My gun was loaded I'll point it someone else
I'll pull the trigger cause I'm not really sane
I'm a mortal man gotta stake a claim

Dodging all the bullets I try to make my way
Critics all around me, they can't hear what i say
Loo

Count on the blessings received
eluding past fate in deceit
as I breathe inside tomorrow

I've been waiting all these days, to capture the flight
riding up, i'm closing on these gates
victory is nearing our fate

can't you see me rise, you cant stop the climb
living

Images await by the absence of light
falling further in, descending in my pain
the presence of eevil remains
now my body reeks of sweat, its drencheed with regret
its cold and lame, my visions getting faint
searching deep within, nothing feels the same
my spirit proceeds<

My world uncertain and cold
Vision in stone and blurred
Mobility is stricken
My life I feel is robbed
They lift my hands - they guide me walk
The pain burns inside
They lift my hands - they guide me walk
I want me back!

Looking to the horizon
All is calm and

I live to need and need to feed
Just come and see the life and all thats real

Save the weak - and stand to speak
Survive - we have the strength to fight
BReakdown - these words are all in fake
Unchained - Its time to stay away
Take Heed - You can't come down on me
R

Stop and take a look
Stop and Reminisce
About the time we both went thru
into the never

Never Again
the love lost
Respect desired

The time comes
to hurt yourself
to hurt one another
until the end

All for the better
As you fear the worst
S

Fork Tongue úúúú

He lost his mind every single day
No visitations while his eyes turned gray
No need for sorrow now he's laid to rest
The wounds will heal a new life begins
Yeah - your eyes tell a thousand stories
That no one wants to see
Your half blood through my

emptiness is full in my body
shattered feelings spill through every pore
I sit in the dark corner
of my mind wondering
will i ever be, will we ever see
it's not understood, the way it should be
can we perceive

i've seen better days, hanging on the cross
lifeless

Sometimes I ask myself why my thoughts are so insecure
These people who love will elave me and drain me until I'm un-pure
I try to hold onto my thoughts buried in the past
But they come back and haunt me they pick at my brain
Peeling back all the wounds exposed

I've tried-t