(I'm gonna look back)
(I loved you for all these years)

In another life, I'd try to hold your hand, try to kiss you
Let you know I miss you
In this one, I hug you as a friend
And we'll walk down a new road with new goals
A new meaning to life
I still wanna be your w

Today I caught you laughing, Ava
It sounded so fantastic, Ava
Don't you ever stop your smiling, Ava
But don't apologise for crying

Ava, no, no, you're never on your own
We're never fully grown
You'll grow through this
Painful as it is
You've always got this shou

And if I break my silence
And if I land my fall
I'll try to overcome this
Don't erase it all
I'm still writing my letter
For now, I sing my song
Try to understand me
And begin to sing along

Feel alone on our road
Still a long road ahead
There's pain and

My blood is going, my blood—
My blood is going, my blood—
My blood is going, my blood—
My blood is going, my blood—

My love's just a letter at this time
I get these emotions, and I write them all down
I should be much better at letting you know
Just how much I love

Eye contact
River flows both ways
Loves me good
But the tears could be here for days
Think I love him too
But is it too soon

Holds my hand from behind
But it's not for safety
I have been my happiest lately
He feels it too
But is it too soon

I want

Your, your dad was my first real boyfriend. I have, I saw people
Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da

Free, free fallin'
I've been callin' you
Thought maybe that you might just come through
What you do today, tomorrow, or this evening
Baby, we

Do well, time will tell
He told me: Hold on, it's not that long
Patience, that's all I need to keep me strong
Keeps me strong

I loved English
Don't know that it loved me back
I was alright in school
Rarely kept back after class
Faded through the five years
W

I was so alone, I was, I was in a sea of it
I wasn’t sailing through, I guess we both should beg
But it’s okay now 'cause I'm with you, and I'm okay now
Do you plan on staying longer?

I want it to be better
Can’t we both be separate pieces?
We can share the same sea

Waiting, I'm waiting for
Waiting for, waiting
Waiting, I'm waiting for
Waiting for, waiting
Waiting

Drunk and alone
It's nice having someone to phone
Better having someone to kiss
And hold hands with

Didn't mind the distance (didn't mind the distance) (I d

(I deserve more)
When it rains

When it rains
He falls
I know I deserve more
If you ain't here to please me I don't care to know
Pick it up if you want to go
Don't cause a scene if you don't want a show
I'll show you
I'll show you

That a bitch this bad

Might end up alone
Getting closer
Wall like a poster
I'm not supposed to
And I stay quiet, shush-shush

If you don't say something soon
I'm guessing that you might end up alone
My guess is that you feel, be in yourself
That's not the only thing that stops you get

Writing in the early days
I kissed your mouth, you kissed my face
Kissed part that hurt the most
Wore my heart and held me close
Oh, oh, oh, he taste like tobacco
I I I, I don't mind that though
He stole all my shine, what's yours is mine

The way you make me feel, t

Pick it up and start again
He knows I'm more than just a friend
And I don't wanna be nobody else's
I don't think that's too much ask
I give him head, I give him ass
But still, he wants to be somebody else's

I think you understand selfish
But I don't know if you can

I stick it back together lately, I hate it
I hardly notice when I'm having a good time
If you were on the edge, tell me, baby
Would you wanna have a good time, good time?

You like the smoke, I don't like the fuss
You wanna go, well, honey, I'll catch up
You take the bac

Ember the things I didn't do
And a dark day hits once more
In disbelief at the depth of the skies
Can't open my eyes
Nothing holding me down, yet there's weight inside
Reminds me I'm actually thinking
I've been thinking 'bout the future
Feeling things I didn't used to

I'm just tryna heal, yes, I know I'm gonna make a difference
I just wanna love and get on with my luck and
Make a difference
It’s been pretty rough, what a road to walk down
I know, I know, I know, I know
It’s been pretty rough, I know, I know

I find it hard to
Spea

She don't love the things you do
Nor do I, bye bye bye
Don't be crying on the phone, asking when I'm coming home
When you threw me out
Never been better

Heavenly mother
Higher than I could forgive you
That's if I want to
Heavenly mother, can you forgive him?

You put a mirror in me just to look at your body
I put some loving on you 'cause I thought it might stop you
Putting it on and waiting to grow, I already understand
Putting it on and waiting to grow, I'm putting it on

Hold up, hold up, sit up, sit up and
Take a breath, baby

Fuck you and your lies
And your last goodbyes
You’re a victim in your own game
Stick it to mister no-name

Pity, anger
Guess I don’t hold the answer
I can take my own way, same yesterday
And it goes round and around

Round and around
A vicious circle how can

I know we bled trying
I see we're both hurt
I see we're both aching
I see we're both breaking down
I wanna look back
Hope you are, too
Just because I left, it didn't mean I didn't love

Oh, on reflection
I see we're both hurt
I see we're both aching
I see