Hand over hand I'm pulling myself together On this itchy couch again I'd pull you in But I couldn't help thinking Or My mouth was tarpaulin Let me start again: I didn't mean to say so Much

Hand over hand
I'm pulling myself together
On this itchy couch again
I'd pull you in
But
I couldn't help thinking
Or
My mouth was tarpaulin

Let me start again
I didn't mean to say so
Much about my plans
So you see my hand
See? It's never either/o

I dial you at home again
I'm happy that you're in
I'm laughing at an afterthought
It's been happening a lot
With everything that's happening though
When reality explodes
Suddenly we're sinking
And I'm singing, and I'm old

Now what were we talking about now?

One-two-three

Last month in Alaska
With the pattern of my life laid out
And I asked what I'd been asking you
Like trees repeat, like numerals do
Like a ladder to the atmosphere
The rungs each come again and again

And I let it
Land me down and tether me till I

I'll go if you want
Alcove in the dark
Yellow marigold
All folded up in the front

I'll go to the west
Where my family is
Where Emily is not
I'll go where I want

My friends in the east
They bring me peace
But they need release
I'll go if you want

Little amulets
Along the window
I've got this feeling
Like I'll always love you

But I know that feeling
How it moves through
And through me
And it's changing already

Then on the ambulance
And out the window
Sequence of colors
Blue and red and then

Little amulets Along the window I got this feeling Like I'll always love you But I know that feeling How it moves through Ooh, and through me And it's changing already Then on the ambulance

Washing windows with Angelina I don't understand anything Violent angles from side to side How'd you get so tangled up in my life? How'd you get so caught? How'd you get so tangled up? I love

Washing windows with Angelina
I don't understand anything
Violent angles from side to side
How'd you get so tangled up in my life?
How'd you get so caught?
How'd you get so tangled up?

I love you like it's the old days
When I could ask you anything
How'd you get

So satisfied I said a lot of things tonight
So long Aphasia and the ways it kept me hiding
It's not so much exactly all the words I used
It's more that I was somehow down let them loose

So complicated
I can't wait to get explaining
Your listening distended out since I'v

Was walking with my neck out
In some ways I wish I was
Was walking with my neck out
In some ways that I wish that I was

Out on the bevel sound
It sounds like everything else
You'll know it when you hear it
Cause you know the way that my voice falls

Ignore my t

If it's better, then why am I crying?
Why am I so struck with grief
About this one way things could be?
Why am I so stuck together?
And I fixate on the same cyclone now
How's that help?
How's that settle anything?
And when will it end?

'Cause it's been in my hea

Suddenly I find
I’ve got darkness on my mind
It's the question mark that keeps me looking
And it's never satisfied

And it's
Never what I thought
Saying I'm happy when I'm not
No, I got darkness on my mind

Leaning out the frame
When it's particulate and gre

I'm in bed for days With a toothache I've been dead for days Ooooh in the summertime Ooooh when I'm so inclined I'm in bed for days With a toothache I've been dead for days Ooooh in the summ

I'm in bed for days
With a toothache
I've been dead for days
Oooo in the summertime
Oooo when I'm so inclined

I'm in bed for days
With a toothache
I've been dead for days
Oooo in the summertime
Oooo when I'm so inclined
Oooo you're that jagged line
Y

Ignore the wreckage on the shoulder
I cross the border into New Jersey
Where a dotted line from my antenna says
May no fantasy hold my head up

Just another day in the polar vortex
Do I do my thing and just keep my head down?
Or do I eclipse back to Atlanta no
May no

It's easy enough to lure myself
Out of my house if I don't think about
All my limits I'm on my feet
I'm on my way, I'm wandering

It's easy enough though to lie myself back down
It's simple it's like I just remember how
All my limits've held me back I hold my head
An

It's easy enough to lure myself Out of my house if I don't think about All my limits I'm on my feet I'm on my way I'm wandering It's easy enough, though, to Lie myself back down It's simpl

Is life kicking up dust right now?
Has life given up for you right now as well?
Oh, what is life giving us?

I wake up and feel totally the same
I woke up the same as yesterday
With no news of any kind
The long morning, the white afternoon
And then night could be com

I insist it wasn't always like this
I saw the Sun saw red in the grass
With every fiber vibrating alive
So I lie down and lower my eyes
Until the Sun fell low in the yard
Feeling territory coming down

Then I'm out
I don't hear the sound
And I know I'm lost where