I can't help but wonder
How you got the best me
How you know I'll never be

And I'm sinking in my thoughts
Drowning in your filthy lies
Taunting me throughout the night

And I can't just hid it, can't deny it
Oh it makes me restless, it makes me
And I cant just

Pride plucked the eyes of the young Jimmy boy 
Like blind leads the blind to his infamous fall 

Colours they burn like the sun in your eyes 
Black in white is the life you suffice 

Boy won’t you listen to your daddy's voice 
your daddy's voice, your daddy's voice 
Boy

Questions linger on my ceiling 
Restless head from finding meaning 
People say that’s wishful thinking 
So hid your thoughts from ever bleeding 

And we lie, we smile, we act like we’re fine 
And we vibe, we joke, we try to deny 

I'm not moving on, I carry on 
Not

Memories we can’t erase 
All the good times and bad times 
All in the same light 

So exposed, weak to the bone 
But my heart's in the clouds 
My mind fixed on you now 

Floating, drifting, wondering where this life will be 
Nothing's wasted when I am waiting for th

Uh we see what we wanna see 
And show what we wanna show 
This fruit we bit, we cannot control 

Uh lost in the endless scrolls 
Forgot what I'm looking for 
This time we got, it cant be wasted 

So I will keep my eyes on you 
So I will keep my eyes on you 

An

Tears of shame and confusion
Of who I am and who they say I am
Its not my fault, its not their fault
Its the skin we wear, and the mask we share

I knew, as boy who to run to
Whenever my fears couldn’t undo
Mama said: it's the heavenly
That's who we oughta be, it's y

They say, it’ll hurt for a moment, count to three now
This burns, like a pierce of a tattoo to my heart now

Numb is my mind from wrestling
The whisper of my aching, in the midnight
Watch dust dance to my breathing
As sunrise climbs the sealing, it’s the dawning

Then I

Play all the news you want
It don't mean much to me
Wake me when you are done
With all of your babbling

So hard to find the truth
So hard to follow you
Is it the gravity
Or are we just not meant to be?

We the children are changers
The true game-breakers of

Flickering neon
You mock the Moon and the stars in the night
Hopeless glow, of the blue
You stop the thought of death for a night

Oh-oh-oh, o-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, o-oh-oh (just for a night)
Oh-oh-oh, o-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, o-oh-oh

It's a sad, sad world
If I can’t ha

I feel a breeze in the air
Of a sweet and soft despair
Reminding us the seasons we share
The seasons we share
I feel the cold beneath my feet
As the night begins to creep
And takes its place for all to see
For all to see

Well there'd be seasons of growing
An

You’re like a wildfire eating up my darkness, into the light 
You’re like a wonder, roaring like the thunder, into the night 

Theres a place in the sunset, in the moonlight 
Where we dance the night away (away) 

You’re like a wild love, pushing every fear out into the cold 

I hear them whispering, wondering when I'll stubble and fall
But they know nothing, they don't know, I walk with my heart
So hear what I am saying

Sweet imperfection, bitter compassion
Don’t need your care, don’t need your attention
Sweet indecision, bitter subjection
I

From my mothers wonb to quarter age
Had the book but didn’t flip the page
My eyes yjer see but my spirit strays
And on my knees I finally see, I finally see

That we walk by faith and not by sight
Breathe in our fear and then steer clear
In brookeness we can finally shar

I gotta find a way, oh this way back to place where we knew love
Where we tied our hearts from sailing so above

So easily I'd lie, so easily you'd smile
Love, you unravel me

I swear I'm gonna live
I swear I'm gonna never make you cry
I swear I'm coming home
I swea

Wrong words, right words
Action, reaction
Failing, then learning
Repeating it all over again

I’m running in circles
Lost in the loopholes
Laughing then crying
Same thing after all

You see through all my thoughts
Still, you sit here and wait
For my time