I've been holding these bags for too long
I know that you're right and I know that I'm wrong
I can't find my equilibrium
Mistakes were made

It all started with your half-hearted bullshit
You never meant a single word that you said to me
You were a fucking catastrophe

Swallowing the lump in my throat
And wiping the tears from my eyes
It’s really awkward crying in public
Sitting in an airport alone
Not wanting to ever go home
This isn’t the kinda thing that I wanted to call passed tense

I'm falling apart
I sat on a wall and fell d

I like the journal that you keep
And in the car when you sing to me
I like that fruit passion tea that you sent to me
And that list of all your hopes and dream and everything
That you wanted to do with me
When I make across the country

I just wanna live between the crea

We were there inside your bedroom
When you were looking at me
Nothing but some best friends
And some messed up sheets

I never said it to you but you said it to me

In the back of your parents Acura in a gated community
There was a sunset so bitter sweet
On a hillsi