My feelings are in their curfew
And I don’t know if that’s bad or good
My heart yearns for the fire inside
And my eyes wish it won’t make them blind

I need to change my ways
Take responsibility
And I wonder
How long it’s gonna take
When am I the victim?
When

Thank you for the days you took me out
And listened to my ramblings
And for when I thought you were getting bored
I would catch you smiling

Sorry if it scared you
Wish you could stay a little longer
But I know there’s no place in your heart right now
For this feelin

Remembering has always been my weakness
I'm failing the test of getting through this
I'm trying to shake it and not let it grow
‘Cause I’ve been in here once before
But my ego’s tempted and trying to hold that door

‘Cause you used to be mine and it’s hard to get over
Te

If you only knew what’s inside my head
Sometimes I think you do
Hope you won’t forget

Talk a little softer, come a little closer
Pretend you’re just trying to say something
You don’t have to look into my eyes
But you can let your hands touch mine

If I had the guts

I know I've walked this road alone before
I never truly saw what it was for
I never knew I kept it all inside
'Cause these walls I built were made for me to hide

I'm so good at lying to myself
I'm a full blown falsifier

Lately I'm in touch with my reality
Can't be

Sometimes I wanna fall in love again
Just to remember the taste
I tell my body and my heart to wait
‘Cause love now would be a waste

But my heart can’t wait
It wants to meet you now
I’ve never seen your face
But I know you somehow

So I yearn
For love
I

Speak your mind a little bit
I wanna know what you’re thinking
I can feel your heart beat with everything I’m saying
Do I really mean this much to you?
It’s almost hard to believe someone could feel like this someday
Tell me where you’ve been
All the choices you had to ma

I don’t expect this to make sense
I know it will sound selfish
But mind from heart
It may be hard
But I’ve learned to distinguish

I
I know there’s no one here to blame
I
I don’t expect you to understand
Though I know you will

I learned the hard way