Everyone turning their backs on me
I become a very close man
With a soul deeper than infinity
Darker than your heart
I wander through this night
Alone like never before
I've lost everything, forever

In this cold autumn night
I cannot erase my memory
It seems

Why? Only tell me why
And I'll forgive you one day
Why did you left me alone
When I passed away
No angels came to welcome me
I was afraid
I saw no white lights we were told
No warmth, nothing
However I knew I left the earth
My skin was cold and lifeless
I

zero hero knife fight, schedule of feedback,
creatures in the classroom want advanced placement,
hepatitis roof rats man your battle stations.
go ahead troubleshoot, we read you loud and clear,
aspirin in the ice cream, commie fluoridation,
post-encephalitic rut-stuck metal m

the eight little kings sing 'we flunked out of lunch.'
they were dumping their books and now they're dropping the bomb.
no one's a someone without borders or banners,
waited their turn at the pee trough, now it's ammo and tree forts,
push the button at night, trying to reproduce

free love from left field.
kill dr. laura, royal code crusts cut off,
if you keep me from my girlfriend, i'll stab you and your boyfriend,
puritan cunt, monster godless thing.
you fuck your sons secretly, your family's pigs dressed up in rags.
your horse shit took good virgin

no fudging of results
no madonnas or bob hopes
who've changed the angels in the rectory
to flat chested valkeries,
flying patrick dempsies
pushing puppy dogs and pregnancies.
the re-distributed, spread thin,
shared with all and given to none
take special growing p

Saying sorry
With all these excuses
Is another stab in my flesh
You told me not to come
So I should better take my own way

Our dreams became nightmares
In time of a fingers clap
Fire dies inside of me
The voice of reason is calling
Why are you so wicked?

the kids line up into formation like a long math problem laid on its side.
the holy gymnasium's swamped with the poems of workbook slaves at the old wooden traps
with the black hole ink wells, hearts all sunk.
where is the pill that they give to the astronaut in case
he's maroone

Do you hope for something more?
More than what you see around you
Don't let your last dream die in you
I'm the one who want to laugh with you!
I see the tears falling from your eyes
And the darkness inside your soul
But do you still know there is only a little chance

old aunt mary lost her legs to the knife.
we're going over tonight to look at it again.

i will ever sell you out, like a fish thrown back
in a double knit tweed and a bad men's scent,
but i'm in love with a defeatist and wild for magazines.
i'm not just some boy breathing d

Darkness within
Feeble light

See through my eyes
All the shame I have inside
How sorry I am
So much tears because of me

My cold winter pain
Has kept me away from your soul
A sombre smile of innocence
Is lost forever in the snow

I was the one who trie

Creeping charlies don't need too much light
sorry, wrong number, apology accepted.
i see no cloud ring wind wave,
simply something wicked whipping once around the moon...
what do you want? the bed is made,
give me the cigarette money or a pail full of air...
i spit up str

All birds fly in silence today
As if the end of all is near
Grass so lifeless, the trees are dying fast
Pain is present, in this perfect world
Take my hand, we'll walk together
To wash away the tears, to push away your pain
Dreams are over, void fills my heart

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To look at me in a typical patient's room,
the only meeting space replete with radiant heat and 700 meals per day,
i'm an amalgam in two parts,
a tipsy astronaut hunting for car keys,
plus a table that's reserved for a party of six at which
one of raul julia's eyeballs has fa

da vinci twists the valves to move the gasses round in reagan's chest.

the engine sweats the skin contraption, weights and measures, in perfect folds,
pullies and levers, two fat bros
balance on the wings of biplanes in the big, torch-lit secret room so it can fly straight,
rop

we're soaring furious airmen,
we're saccharine bedhead,
we're mexican wrestlers,
we're pacifist gossips.
we polish the playtex that's squashing our prostates,
we're flash card jonnies on a journey of phosphatess,
we rock loops, skip rope and lob bricks,
we're sex, noi

Take ten out of two, just like they told you at school...

warnings and instructions don't scare me, you didn't say me.
i'm killing for the buzz of a cheerleader lover to light me on fire,
push me out a window into the colorful thoroughfare
where all my friends die in a beautifu

[ Pedestrian ]
There's a little Johnny Walker Lindh in every Meadow Creek
middle school
And when the rap tape grows up
Each wave topples at first wind before the self settles in the
body

[ Dose & Why? ]
The names of prominent families
Carry no weight in fore

the skyshine shown and she keeps shining.
i glow in the shelter like a loving television
still dreaming of pussy as the rain runs out come spring of '97
cut to morning in a high school
an out of body peter sellers pins a note to a coca cola tombstone
in the junkyard mess hall

I want to throw up in my face.
my whole life is a sunday afternoon.
women are funny, they're almost like people, sweet little suffragettes
-something to eat, something to cook, something to freeze-
the mail slows and the phone calls drop off completely,
like the moon lose her