Well i was hoping you'd notice my haircut
And i was hoping you'd be there in the morning
Sometimes things just don't work out
But if you wanted me to stay then why didn't you just say so
And if you want me to then i'll tell you just what you want to hear
Cause i've been drown

I can't shake this constant headache.
On my back, just like always.
The cold air tearing up my fucking lungs once again.
Nights alone. These are the last ones, love.
One day I swear we'll be okay.
When this Winter is over and we're rid of this cold air.
One day we'll be t

Let's hold our heads up, just tonight, and pretend that we're okay
'Cause we're okay, right?
Dear God, I am still your son, right?

God damn it, I need you
I don't know you at all anymore
And I wanted to feel something better than what I once knew

But I am alone tonigh

I've been smoking out of boredom
And I've been sleeping on the couch
When you call I'll be right here waiting just like every day
I hope the west coast treats you well
And I hope that someday you'll realize

What I've realized
Give it some time to play itself out
You

I thought i'd write to you and let you know that i'm still dramatic and sixteen.
I thought i'd call you and tell you that i'm still miserable without you.
I thought i could find you in the bottom of a plastic cup but, like we both know,
Nothing ever helps the swelling inside our ches