I can lie to myself
But I can't lie to you
I can never cry for you
But I would die for you

Free my mind
Free my soul
I'm paralyzed
Leaving my body

Leave it all behind
I can feel this heart in my chest
Just looking for answers
I couldn't find

Heaven in my styrofoam
I learned from my past mistakes
Faded to the chromosome
Hiding behind plastic shades

Shame is in my eyes
I believe the lies that I told myself
No, I will never be alright
Girl, I chose this life
I'm never coming back

I can see in the