Your empty wisdom of life - let you bleeding inside
All your faithful hopes - are signs of weakness
All your aims and meanings - just broken creations
Your pale enlightenment - is a darkening void

Submit to nothingness - give up your illusions
Break your mind and bless diss

let life frustrate the soul
inner- self is losing sanity
release your greatest thoughts
it's all an ending stream of mental unity

from depression to despair
invent your ways to fall deep
endless nights of flowing blood
from these white- blooming wounds

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In the loneliness of youth
there were these doors in my mind
so black and so closed
I longed for setting free what was deep inside
but my fear closed these doors
and the pains were too cold

During the depression of my pathetic youth
when all these doors got opened

Neithan

In my body is no blood
Crucified inspiration
This voice of death
Squeals through my mind

All emotions are dying - one for one day

-neithan-

My suicide in every way
This last resort for life is negation
And the feeling of one thought

Black metal is the open wound
That bleeds inside my principles

Cruel inspirations from suicide
Voices crawling in my thoughts
Controlling my complete mentality
Liberating my inborn roots of self-destruction

Bleak impressions of negation
Symbol for the abyss of fut

Drown the self in dark seeking
for a truth as cold as deep
Searching for facts of reality
but all cognitions - pure illusions
The concept of self - just a disease of mind

The soul is construction
There is no consciousness
if perception has no variations
Reality

Lost is my last will
released are all feelings
Lost is my last grief
dead are all beliefs

Nothing's left in heart and mind
Emotions killed my dying soul
Now I am so utterly free

suicidal liberation

Destroyed hopes went by so fast
I have sacrificed my san

impressions of self- mutilation
so intense and real
all these scars for one illusion
but life got no meaning

dreams are dead
suffered for nothing
suffer from nothing but life

nihilistic thoughts
with a bitter intention
senseless streams with no unity
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