I've loved a thousand loves and I've kissed a thousand lips
I've tasted every sound from a golden goblet sipped
Sometimes it's hard to face the day
Just close my eyes and drift away
In these lands I travel deep
I see clearest when I fall asleep

Just cause you close your

You take all my energy you
Taunt me till my wrists are bleeding
Wish I was stronger, had some peace
I'm just a slave to you
Every moment you are reaching
For my throat, I'm barely breathing
Tortured memories got me sinking, I'm
Just a slave to you

Look at all th

Don't you talk to me like that
Can't you see the bones you crack
Every word is an attack
But you won't let me fight back
Can't you see the work you've done
Pushed away your only love
The second comes I'll pack and run
Yes, I'll forgive you but I won't trust

Oh,

If my kingdom burn to dust
Would you still love me
Would you still hold me
Or would you leave behind
Turn and run

If my honor burst in flames
Would you still want me
Would you come rescue me
Or let me torch in the ashes I've made

If I were nothing
Just

A broken heart in trouble
I feel the light go dim
I look at my reflection
And only see my sin

I'm wondering how I got here
The walls are closing, and I pray
Oh, God, how could you love me?
You know what I did

When I feel my hope is burning
The world's weig

It's the youngest we'll ever be tonight
So let's go have a toast for another time
We can come be together under the lights and we'll move
We'll forget all the problems of yesterday
All the stupid decisions the growning pains
And we'll take just a moment to clebrate with the g

Tell me will you miss me when I'm gone
If I’ve fallen to the enemy
Will you keep me in your memory
Tell me will you save me from the dark
If I let you see a little glimpse
Of what living’s like inside my skin

Oh
I'm drowning and nobody knows
Oh
They never li

I thought all of my hope was gone
Until you walked in
Showed this broken down body of bones
That this life is worth it
Gave me everything a person could ask
Made my world so perfect
So I pray each and every night
That this loves worth the risk

If I don't make it

Whispering sweet nothings
You whisper nothing sweet
Catching you off guard
I swept you off your feet
You said that you were mine
You told me you were true
But I have aways known
That snakes have tongues too

You, you, lie, lie, lie, lie
I, I, wonder why
F

Reflected in your eyes that's when I first saw my heart
The affection in your gaze mirrored silver from the start
I tried to look away, but you wouldn't let me hide
You said: Child, you are made most pleasing in my eye

And darkness tried to shout, tried to drown you out
But

I stared into the mirror
And I refused to cry
In the dusty glass I know
A piece of me had died
I felt into my soul
But the soil made it rise
Still I can hear him speak to me
When the creatures come at night

There's a ghost in my soul
A haunted home inside my

(All I want is to be loved)
And the battle’s raging
But we’re gaining ground
So many years I fought alone
I don’t know how
Got the past replaying
But you numb the shout
And all this constant inner fight it starts to calm

When panic was the closest thing to me

I'm a mess right now
Trying to figure out this wreck
You're never around
Always choose something instead
Say you're here for me
That always will be true
Still no vacancy
No, you're never here to prove

I don't want you to run away
But you're fading out of sig

Before my garment lost it’s white
Before I saw my father cry
When fear was never on my mind
Take me there

When all I saw was silver gold
When shadows didn’t have a hold
Before I always needed more
Take me there

Bring me to the garden where we’d go
And clea

Sometimes hearts break
And all of our world fades down to lifeless gray
I thought I’d never be okay
But eventually I’d wake
And the first thing on my mind
Was something else
Slowly fade back to myself
Sometimes suns set
And all of the darkness takes all that I am<

You leave me breathless, on water tops
Waving goodbye as the sunlight drops
Lakefront Lovers we're not alone
Here in your arms, I feel so known

Though storms come, and waves rise, I'll see you on the other side

We both know how this story ends
But for one more second,

Hold your breath my love
Just a little bit longer
I am on my way to you

Keep your eyes above
Don't you ever look under
I am gonna rescue you

You see a light's about to break
And every cell is gonna change
Just hold on
Gonna make it through

I know you

Is everybody lonely?
Is everybody scared?
Is everybody worried
That no one really cares

See I'm afraid to love but afraid to be alone
Still I wonder why my heart is always broke
Oh, what a way to live, let the fear take all control
This ain’t life, no
I'm not al

On the road to nowhere
Just trying to find
A place that I could fit in
A place that I can finally
Feel some importance
'Cause now I am dry
Hope that I could make
Something out of this life

We're on the road to nowhere
Hope to find the light
Hope that thi

All I want is to be loved
All I want is to be seen
All I want is just to have you
Have your heart reside with me
I feel I always go unnoticed
I feel we never get to speak
I wish I gathered up the courage
To show you all that we could be

So I wrote this song ‘cau