Who the fuck is ava?
Is she the other girl?
I bet she's dyin' to date ya
And be your entire world (haha)

Thought that I was dumb
When you asked me to go blonde
'Cause I knew that's what you wanted
Yeah, you wanted
A girl who did it all
Didn't pick up on your

Try to escape it, I try to erase it
But you make me feel so alive
I'm sick and tired of trying to conspire
A way to outrun my bloodline

You ran into a battlefield I tried to disguise
Dodging bullets stepping on mines
All the ones before me have committed this crime

You so mature
You and your dumb friends make me insecure
I can't believe I'm at your door
I've been tellin' my friends that we broke up two months before

I hate that it's like this every single time

1 am, break up, 2 am, make up, 3 am, make love (ahh)
Friday dinner, d

It's do or die
With you and I
Till the end of time
As we go up in flames in the sky I'd sacrifice
Me myself and I
Cause you and you and I we're do or die

What does it feel like to get struck by lightning a little bit lucky a little bit frightening
The taste of you e

Did you know I could see forward in time?
Where there is no trace of you in my mind
Boys are like pennies and nickels and dimes
If I don't need 'em I leave 'em behind

I will not have an idea who you were
All of the shit that you did will not hurt
All of the shit that yo

Been through all five stages
Grieving comes in phases
Swear I see you in the crowd
And in somebody else
Know it's been two years now
But I still don't know how
I can leave us in the ground
Six feet down

I still think about you all the time, and it's strange

I'm historically heartbroken
Drownin' in my own emotions
One minute away from the breakin' down, down, down
I'm always leavin' empty-handed
No one wants a heart that's damaged
Only know a love that lets me down, down, down

Oh, starin' contest with the walls
I'm givi

I can't believe you left me lonely
I hope you never feel this pain
Is this the ending of our story
I guess you won your own damn game

It's not impossible
I know I shouldn't be here tryna' blame myself

I just wanna feel that kind of love
Running through my veins an

I can never really tell the truth
Whenever somebody brings up you
Hear your name
Sets a flame
Burns to think of all the shame

After all the shit you put me through
Especially cause your love was all I knew
Looking back
At photographs
When you would hide behi

At a party yesterday
Saw the room where you and me
Had some fun, you thought it was love
Now I'm stuck here reminiscin'

And I try day and night
Oh, to somehow draw a line
Wanna cross it all the time

I think I'm mentally cheating
How could I be so disobedient?<

I can't sleep you're in my head
I can't sleep after your DM
And it haunts me, drives me mad
White lies, they suit your tongue
Just like a perfect tux
And it wants me, taunts me bad

Bang bang
My heart goes down
Danger
Do you hear that sound
It's coming re

Said that I was the first one
The first one you loved and you brought home
Said that I'd be the last one too
Tell me, does that make me naive for believing you?
I bet you take her to our favorite restaurant now

Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, it burns seeing you move on with her
Oh,

You and I What a lie Wasted time On a feeling I wish I (I wish I) Saw the signs (Saw the signs) I was blind (I was blind) It was thrilling (Hm-mm) Was it ever really love if the night that w

You and I
What a lie
Wasted time
On a feeling
I wish I
Saw the signs
I was blind
It was thrilling (haha)

Was it ever really love if the night that we broke up
Both went out to go hook up
With the one we told each other not to worry about?
Was it real

Afterthought, was I an afterthought?
Shook me like an earthquake, now there's aftershock
Was it real? Was it real? Wasn't real
Now he says he needs space like an astronaut

Novocaine in goodbye
Numb my pain, tell me why, oh why, oh why, oh why

Tattoos hurt less than wh

Yeah, one more time, I was so not ready
She looks just like me, you got a type
One strike of lightning, it killed the lights
Awake all night 'cause you, you close your eyes
And it's me, and not just her, the more the night, the music died
She likes your tattoo, the one I drew