In your voice I hear
In my eyes you disappear
It's my own twist of ecstasy
I know your thoughts, dear
"I want to die here"
He is afflicted with an angel disease
Caught up in distortion
With nothing to release

I watch you fall down
Nothing receiving, drifting

Another dream,
Another life,
To wake up in this
I live this.

Wasting away
On all that I've lived for
Wanting much different
Than what you still sleep in

Objectify
This thing
I can never seem to be
State of wait
In between
With nothing
I

Born out of control
Almost every day
The weak put up a wall
So that they won't be blown away
Fill this empty vessel
This empty vessel
Fill this empty vessel
Before it ends too late

Another world waits for its prey today

Matrimony with a gun
Yeah, throw

Is this all there is?
There's nothing to see
A world that asks so much
But leaves me worse than empty

Is hope still alive
In this endless parade?
There must be something pure
To fill the lonely void of this charade

Wake up,
Stop pretending
This day's b

Run from me
Madness take me
Find the pieces,
Heal the cracks,
Hold the edges back,
I am there,
The haunted stare,
I exist here, all of me,
Do you care?
Never tell me what I am
Rots away
You can't believe
Why can't you see?
Why can't you hear?

Nothing rests here in the dark
In illusion, serving time
Beating down our dreams with fear
Locked ourselves up in self-control

Everyday brings us closer here
Everyday brings us closer here
Everyday brings us closer here
Everyday brings us closer to waste

What

So much to tell you
With no words to say
We live in fear
Of losing your light on this day
Feel you slipping so far away
Watching the could've beens
Bloom and decay

What will break the spell?
What will break the spell?

Are you so far?
Is it too late?

I cannot escape
The thoughts of you,
Emotions that I thought I'd left behind
With my memories locked away

But here they are, exposed
And I'm laid out and wondering
What I've buried in my mind
With my hidden thoughts of you

In this ocean I am drifting far away<

Emotion,
Devotion,
Lies
Complete me,
Believe,
But don't look in my eyes
I can't deny,
I can't deny
This lonely,
So lonely heart wants more

There's no place for truth
When there's no room for change
And empty motions
Are all that remain
It

How many times have I sat here,
Waiting with my pen,
Trying to continue?
And the words that won't come out
Find their way into my head
With the visions I see
When I close my eyes to dream

I can't fly
And I can't begin
Cuz I can't be more than what I am

So easy to believe
You're a person with a harmless need
You say there's nowhere to turn
So I give to you what you want of me

I am your new addiction
I am your ultimate friend
But now I've learned too late
The more I give, the more you take

Never enough, is it?

Code red in my head
Out of control
'Cause nothing's making sense
I keep telling myself
I keep telling myself
I keep telling myself
I'm just passing through

Nothing's known,
What to feel,
What to say,
There's no ground,
Floating down,
Falling fast

If I could start this again
One more chance to keep myself from slipping
From the beginning to the end
Would I face the things that I've stopped feeling?

Tearing at my mind
Still can't find release
Fuck this sore inside my head
Wishing I was dead
So rip the band

Waking life
Watching myself from a distance
Grown from you
Endless imperfection
I stumble on my words
Spilled out to you

Scenes spill in
Scenes spill out
And still I'm left
With one I can't forget

And it's here I'm left to remember you

So what

And you can play the games
And you can speak the words
But when the motion's not enough,
What will you let speak for you?

Don't want to follow
Don't want to be
Another nameless, faceless, dreamer lost at sea
And yet I'm here like everyone,
Waiting in line for so

I can feel you in your empty regret
Wasting your truth on me
(So this is where it all becomes
This feeling in my head)
I can see these visions it brings
Watching your life through me
(You thought you had yourself hidden well)
I hadn't told you yet

I want to forg

All around
In a place unknown
Many paths, many truths unfold
There she stands reaching out alone

In the dark
She still breathes in light
She's there blowing kisses to the past
Rays of hope
Dotted skies she dreams
Thinking of better times she lives and waits<

Watch the unfolding
This growing grey inside
Creeping slowly,
Silent killer
Of all the real things that I hide

Such a perfect betrayal,
The one within
I'm shattered, scattered,
And words don't matter
Without a fight I've given in

Crush this denial, it'

Alone I'm standing here
With the thoughts I've grown so used to
The faces in the air that remind me of my home
The trails of letting go,
Softly drifting further,
Hear a smile in the dark
And I realize it's my own

She waits for
Your moment,
Just wants to
Be noticed
Such magic
She's weaving
Her words so
Deceiving

She lives for
The fame
She's obsessed,
But that's not one she'll admit

So thank you for your little show
You are what makes me know what's r