I'm still waiting for your return
I'm still waiting for your voice
I'm still waiting for your coming
I'm still waiting for your leaving
I'm still waiting for your smile
I'm still waiting for your cries
I know, all is gone
We are just small cries in the line time
I

Bleed the fuck up!
Trapped inside, outside these walls, trapped inside, outside myself
I try to escape from what is killing me.
They are suffocating me
They are destroying me
They are suffocating me
I feel the pressure grow inside, my mouth is dumb
I cannot scr

I'm tired of everything
I'm lookin' for the peace I dream
I wonder if love you could still
Give me what I really want
You don't let me breath
You don't let me live
I'm sorry 'cause I'm not like you want
'Cause what you want, don't let me breath
You sad you're scar

Talkin' to my grave, I disappear
Talkin' to my hart, I get sick
I've never seen my mother's face
I've never felt my father's hand
All I got are pain and misery
I'm cold like the ice
But there's something burning inside
My love and my pain, overlooked.
I'm watching

I wonder if you can understand
What I feel now, while I'm lying naked
In front of you, bleeding
I give you all my life
And you fool me, you destroyed my feelings
You destroyed all my passion
What you've done, I can't forgive it
' Cause you know, it burns inside of me<

Do you wanna take it?
You erase my pain
You rape my mind
You twist my space
You make me better
I take the pills that make me strong
Adrenaline starts to flow
My heart beats deep inside my head
I'm everywhere and you're with me
I blow the dust of time
I fee

I see my face, inside the mirror
And ask myself, where am I going?
Time is flowing through me and is killing me.
I feel the end is coming for me
It's time to realize and judge my life,
Am I really what I want to be?
I wonder if I had wasted my life
Following my medioc

My god, I'm roaming inside myself
Looking deep inside my mind
And now I turn back, lookin' in to my past,
Asking to myself, what did life give me?
I spent all my life, breakin' my fuckin' bone
Gettin' mud on my face, spittin' blood everyday.
And now no one cares, and now

Don't wanna be like a cavy
Don't wanna be just a number
I feel I'm full of rage
And I'm gonna escape
Don't wanna be your door mat
Don't wanna listen your orders
I feel I'm like a slave
But now I'm gonna explode
Ehy you, how do you feel?
Smashed through this fu

I see my life have been full of mistake and badness
I feel the weight of my action is pulling me down
But now, I'm trying to harvest the pieces of my broken life
And I, I know that what I did can't be forgiven
I am alone and
I cannot erase my past
My faults, my blindness,