I was so naive
And fearful of the substantive
Of the greying days
Of carrying endless weight
And what it really meant
To truly mean something
To really be someone
Who could be loved

So lost in darkness
In and out of selfishness
Hoarding all my dreams

To live the life you want
You've abandoned those in need
A necessary casualty
Or so you believe
Your wake will always travel
And well up in the eyes
Of those that you sacrificed
In order to survive

I'm that aimless arrow
Lost from my very start
Violence

five lives dead and gone. we breathe out of key and wonder if you can hear the awkwardness in these tremors. Draining, cutting this cancer out. Teeth gaping yet I make no sound. six hammers and one sky, falling. five lives dead and gone. mediocrity in believing in everything, and this lack of wi

Your roar of love
Slayed my despair
It ripped me from my path
That led me to nowhere
You shook me from my sleep
That willed me to die
A final goodbye
All we love we leave behind
I'm so sorry
That i missed your lives
While i was on the road
Learning to

You annihilated this week
Now its sunday and you weep
A future of fun
Or a guilt loaded run
Your carnal desires
Fanning the fires
Youre really burnin em up
Partying n such

annihilate
Annihilate
All week long

You never think that hard
Til the de

Idle chatter sounds much better to the absent mind.
Govern me, kill thy master.
You will not enslave me.
THe root is bitter but the fruit is sweet, but not exempt from criticism.
Small pox friendship.
You die, I take, you are the new slave.
Don't call me god, because I do

Fresh faced oligarch we have grown far apart
My arkhipov calm will serve me in due time
Turbulence shakes the teeth from the chaos that you speak
With every barb that you threw, I saw you list to the side
And I won't sink with you, I have so much more to do
Promises, the lost

Waiting for the axe to fall
Sun is sinking clouds collecting
I'm in a race to stop the bleeding me
My will is leaving darkness falling
Need to finally cut me from you
I need to learn to love me
I need to stop this suicide machine
I need to learn to love me
I need

In cold blood I claim this hate
I bare my teeth to make her pay
Maw mends
I take flight for one last time
With raven wings and two black eyes
Don't be afraid with demon speed
The gift of hate
I bare my teeth to make them pay
Don't be afraid
Nowhere to hide

So much for breathing, my cloud nine fell from grace. Loss of everything, where is my identity?. If I could only find what is left me. So much for letting go when you have nothing left to hold. The words that slid off your tongue, my everything. Your nothing, I know that I don't mean much to you

Death to cowards, traitors, and empty words
To those adorned with the touch of rose petals
And the blessed gift of forgetfulness
For these are your years and days to outshine
Push on and soar higher
This is your memory
Your everything and the inbetween
Push on and soa

Death to cowards, traitors, and empty words To those adorned with the touch of rose petals And the blessed gift of forgetfulness For these are your years and days to outshine Push on and soar high

Thousand miles
Forgetting
Anything
Everything
Wheels racing
Black cloud gaining ground
Engine roars
Rain pours down
The chase is on
My black cloud
Gaining ground
Three years spent
Outrunning
My demon
And her ring
Keep moving
With en

In retrospect I reflect but I am to blind to see. I embrace my soul hoping it will show me all. Blind. I've lost it all. I've lost you. I'm so sorry for what I have put you through. I am so sorry for what I did to you. But look at me, look at what I have put me through. Taken for a ride.

Cast first light on
Blood of the dawn
Cast first light on
Blood of the dawn

(And the blood Moon will guide us through)
Blood red Moon
(And the blood Moon will guide us through)
Will guide you on

Questions unsaid
Free you from all you held
From ire come

Blood Moon ascends in night
As the cosmic eye
Free of the chains
That define our lives

It cuts through flesh and bone
Into the glow of souls
Gazing far and wide
Devoid of hope

You cut me open
But I won’t let you find
What’s under the surface
Entomb

Emotion sickness afterglow
A darkness reigns over all
But it's the white noise harmony
That I find so troubling
And the echo of that whisper
Said how much better it used to be
As a petal fell from the rose
Withering as a long forgotten dream
Phantom broadcast from

For the dying beautiful,
and the infinite end.
I never got to say,
I never had the chance to listen.
I missed this train.
Buried but breathing,
this evenings sleep.
Buried but breathing,
these devils weep.

Dear, I'll stay gold just to keep these pasts at bay To keep the loneliest of nights from claiming you and to keep these longest of days from waking you For I felt the greatest of winters coming a

And like that heart that got in the way I'll become the lost cause The child of burden and rage Like the distance in your touch Like the years we burned down I heard that phone call The hesitati