I cannot sleep, I'm afraid my dreams
I lost my hope, but I found the fear
Praying alone-can you hear my screams?
Can you hear my voice, speaking somewhere near?
My best friend are my hateful enemies
My cold flat's bleeding loneliness now
Only small pieces of my broken des

Nothing holds me in this world
Now I'm not afraid to die.
I do not want to suffer more
How I want to be free!
My blood is mixed with dirt
My heart beats with pain.
Battlefield is full of corpses -
I'm so alone among them...

In the end of hall of pain
I see t

Under the arches of the ancient church
I'm standing between the holy walls
I'm seeing the priest in front of the altar
Praying for our sinful souls
But can you hear his words, when you're dying alone
Can you her the god, laughing at your naiveness
The church has forgot yo

It's so hard to stand this strong attraction -
But the real pain is to realize - I'm its hostage...
If I'll stop my sexual experiments, I have to wait
For the time, when someone will rape my cold body

Play these games with the dead - there's no anomalies or insanity here
I

The night falls, I'm left alone in my house
Only dismal rain knocks at the windows
There's no anyone near-only silent shadows
The silent shadows are calling to me...
I'm listening to the singing of trees
I'm watching the dance of shadows
But there's none, who believing me

Give me your hand, now our quests begin,
We need to clean our minds from dust of grief.
Turn the key, and time will be frozen.
Let's follow the way, that we have chosen.

Knife in my hand that is a key.
My flesh is door, that opens only once.
Escape from pale life
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