Someday I hope for a lover to kill me
It's the closest I can hope to get to anybody
It's the closest I can come to being really free
And there's a ring of questions on my mind lately
Like will I find a love that lasts long as my life?
Or will I die before ever becoming a wife

My boyfriend is the best
He always knows just what to say to make me less depressed
My boyfriend is for real
I know i can always tell him exactly how i feel

And when he tells me i'm his only one
It makes me feel like my bedroom is on the sun
And when he tells me that he

I'm gonna do drugs right now
I wanna fucked up, I don't care how
I wanna feel high right now
Need to feel something or else I might freak out

Cause there's an energy inside my brain
Makes me do things that I know are bad for me
I really wish you were here right now

TV is my friend
And it has been with me everyday
From an early age
TV is my friend
And it has been always there for me
In time of need

TV is my friend
And it has been with me everyday
From an early age
TV is my friend
And it has been always there for me<

I got a mind of my own
And I know it's a good one
So I don't take advice from fools
I get around in my town
I go wherever I want

Got a reason for all that I do
Don't wanna be scared
I've gotta see what's out there
Lately I've become aware
That I can do whate

I gave my guy
All the love I could provide
What more could I
Have done to keep him by my side

He may be insane
But I've always loved him so
What choice do I have now
But to let him go

A boy like him will never stick around
A boy like him will never settle