Pause life
Revaluation!
Summarised in one word
Anticlimax

Is this all there is?
So this is
What passes for living...

Always cutting losses
Each day, a new defeat

From expectation
To frustration

A life below zero
- the reward of my efforts?<

Weak minds
In confusion
Ritually raped
By the servants of delusion

Disciple-eyes
Make truth out of lies

Empty lives
Faithfully blind
Easy preys
To the looters of minds

Disciple-eyes
Refuse to see
Twist and make believe

Burn the pages

"Scratch, scratch, scratch
That itchy spot
Scratch it, scratch it
Scratch it as it bleeds
Never stop"

Smiling at the eye
Crying inside
You breed the enemy
As they slaughter your pride

Emotionally dying
You're all but alive
Playing the role
You

Stop pretending
I see through your disguise
I saw the tear
And i've seen the scars

Hiding behind a false facade
You put on that twisted smile
Give it up, everyone knows

Despite all you've gone through
And all that's been done to you
Your tale remains untol

I'm calling off the search
Accepting defeat
Too many pieces are missing

The jig-saw puzzle of life
Is incomplete

Carve the stone
You're losing me
I'm a riddle
Never to be solved

When the cold soil
Welcomes me
To rest my bones
Peace will be mi

The Hollow Sound Of My Voice
Echoes Down The Corridors
Where Dreams Died And I Disappeared
Into The Faceless Mass

All And More
Whatever I Once Had
They've Consumed

The Traps Were Set
Long Before I Arrived
Naive And Unscarred
I Stumbled Into Them All

Lacerated
You lie before me
Semi-dead
Soon to meet eternity

Pointlessly pleading, you cry
At my feet, you will die
Coughing blood as you choke
Staring into my eyes

Pathetic
Was your attempt to stop me
Your soul is mine
I am your destiny
Waiting

Crawling, on bleeding knees
Unable to rise

Degraded, humiliated
In ruins, am I

Cancel the escape
All hope is gone
Everything's lost

Stronger than fear
Darker than death
Greater than life
At the bottom, I've seen it all

I've tasted life's ugly t

With no prerequisite of living
I'm existing
Only to suffer
Just to breathe means pain

Cursed with existence

With no more blood to bleed
From my burst vains
My heart pounds on
Against all odds

Bearing countless sorrows
Suffering all losses
Infeste

Enjoy what's left
Of the life you never had
Death now awaits you
Worthless being.....die!

Shaking with lust
As you slowly die
Drooling, I watch
With staring eyes

No hate, no threat
No guilt, no regrets
I just want your flesh

I cut you wide open

That would be all
The fiasco's complete
All that could go wrong
Has now gone wrong

Finding myself in a world
In which i, a walking defect
Could never belong

With all of my strength
I tried to adapt
But my every action and word
Were misunderstood

Your words pierce my heart
I am truly doomed

Enough said
Your point has been made
I can feel my world caving in

Leave me now
Find your place
Tonight belongs
To my thoughts

Experiencing
The logic of gravity
Dropped - i fall

What now?
Why

We are
The human race
The crew
Of a sinking ship

With indifference
At the helm
Downwards
Goes our trip

It's too late for mutiny
So what can we, but die?

Nothing was learnt
Still we deny
The ugly truth
Before our eyes

It's too late f

Overloaded with emotions
Of the darkest kind
In my see-through-skin
Breathing the thick air
I moan and shiver

The misanthrope supreme
Infests my mind and soul

Like a cancer
It eats me from inside
I weaken - it prospers

My suffering
- its only mis

Another sleepless night
As dark as my thoughts
A bitter taste in my mouth
See what my life has brought me

Misery
Agony

Begging for rest
No strength to carry on
Once my eyes are closed
I am forever gone

Death
Is calling me
Nothing
Can stop

Behind Doors
Locked From Inside
Somewhere In Time
Something Went Terribly Wrong

Former Persons
Since Long Phased Out
Gone

Within Four Walls
Somehow Past Lives Go On

Poisoned Numb
They No Longer Feel
Every Sense Has Been Put To Sleep

Dis

Absorbed in thoughts of you
And the night you were stolen

My soul bears many scars
Though this wound will never heal

I curse the world
To avenge you

For all time to come
Grief beyond belief

Invaded by false emotions
My pain becomes unreal

I've given in to the eater of life
I'm nothing but a failure

My body screams for the spirit
That makes the aching stop

I've given in to the eater of life
I'm nothing but a failure

Make me
Emotionless

Access denied...
Life turned me down again
So, fuck it all!
To go on...like this?
I think not!

I've passed the point
Of no return
...for the last time

One more shot?
Maybe next time?
Go back?
Stand last in line?
Never again!

I'm way past

Too Late
Nature Failed
Here We Are
None Will Be Saved

The Farce Went On
Each Phase, A New Low
Evolution - A Worst-Case Scenario

Hope Is Gone
Life Ends With Man
Creation - A Truly Bad Plan

Man Versus Logic

Time To Face
The Given Outcome<