It's getting late
And all my friends left
Should head back to my place
But I'm thinking instead

You're still awake and nothing has changed
We've ended up like this all week
And for what it's worth, it's 'cause you miss her
And I just want someone to hold me

It

Trying, swear that I'm trying
Feel like I'm dying
Feel like my head is gonna explode
I can't look in the mirror
Now that it's clear
I don't know who I am anymore
Buy whatever you're selling
Make me feel better
Better but not for my mental health
Am I learning

I'm thinking too much
It's been a few months
Since you hit my bed
Now when I wake up
It's never enough
You run through my head

I'm going in circles, I don't have a clue
How to react when all I want is you
Keep to myself what I wanna say
In case you don't fee

She dog-ears all the pages in my old diary
She likes to hide in places that only I would see
And when I'm up at night trying to get some sleep
She's hovering right over me

I can hear her talking
I can feel the pulse
Of something I've forgotten
A dinner on the stove<

I hope I cross your mind when you're too high and wide awake
I hope you wonder if I'm happy, if I'm still the same
And when you turn over, see her there
I hope you think of me and how you wish it would've ended differently

Oh, there's no hard feelings left, but it's hard not to

You saved me from a party
I didn't want to be at
So we moved to the kitchen
Passing back and forth Jack
I put cards on the table
Telling you I'm bad at
Loving somebody I don't know

You're running every red light, windows down
I'm playing old songs you forgot abo

I've been taking my job way too seriously
And my anxiety's taking up the rest of my week
Everyone's talking so I don't wanna speak
'Cause I'm so concerned with what they're all thinking of me

Then you came crashing through the void
And drowned out all the noise

Now I'

Another night, I stayed in again
My summer days turned to winter
I pushed myself over the edge
And now I just wanna get better

How come I woke up on the wrong side of the bed again?
I keep on building a wall between all my friends
Stuck in my head, I'm stuck in the in b

We've seen this all play out before
And now my dress is on your floor
Go ahead and call me when you're bored
It doesn't hurt to feel like I'm yours again

I've tried keeping my space, letting you go
But these nights get longer
And I'm just letting you know
That I'd r

When I'm bored
I get drunk and I smoke cigarettes
Pretend my life's worse than it is
And feel sorry for myself

When I'm bored
I text anyone who will text me back
'Cause I want attention, want it bad
But it's not enough to help

I guess there's something wrong w

I'll lay my heart out so you know
Just where to break
And where it hurts the most

I'll tell you all my secrets
Good and bad
I'm trusting you, I hope
I hope that you trust me too

We both got a lot of trust issues
Won't you trust me too?
We both got a lot of