She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your heart shaped box for weeks
I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black

Spotlight, moonlight
Baby, why you trippin'? Get your mood right
Shawty look

I went to college now I'm broke
Took out a million dollar loan
But I'll be fine
Where do I sign?
No fucking wonder I'm alone
My only friends are on my phone
And my shit died
Oh well, I tried

Stress is building up inside of everyone
Blame my parents but their

Mommy, wake up
I got school in an hour
And I still need breakfast
Say some
I hate when you mumble
Please come to your senses

This Coca-Cola got you
Tripping over onto
The kitchen counter
Can you drink some water
Now I miss you mom
Every night I sing

Five four, black hair
Never had her dad there
Kissed a lot of boys but
Never seems to have care
She just wants vodka and cigarettes
Has her dealer on speed dial
When she gets stressed

And she knows, she knows, she knows, she knows
I can't resist her ways
And

Oh, no you think I'm good for you
But I'm bad for myself
How could I be more for anyone else
And oh no you say I won't hurt you
How come I have all these cuts
I guess I never think one is enough

So take me out of your phone tonight
Push me out the front door
Blo

I had a good day until I thought of you
The grass isn't so green from my cloudy point of view

Open my eyes to the rain
Close them and hope that it ends
You said you'd be here forever
But I didn't think you meant friends
Scrolled through your phone when you slept in

I'm a rockstar from the bottom of my heart
Bust up my lip while I smash a guitar
Bury me in pitch black leather
I don't think it gets much better

Back when Rage was against the machine
Before cancel-culture came to the scene
Back when Warped Tour had a fucking stage for

I'm not fine
I'm caught between the lines
That I don't see
I don't see
I'm traumatized
From hearing all these lies
That you speak
I wish I could wash you out with bleach
I wish I could wash you

If I could find a word that was worse than hate I would surely s

If I was to say I am to blame
For all of this sadness and all of the pain
Would you listen and grant me forgiveness?
If I was to claim that I have changed
And prove to the world in all of the ways
That I'm different, would it make a difference?

I started writing songs b

Control, Alt, Delete
All of these things, I'm too God damn scared to tell you
Control, Alt, Delete
These feelings in me, only you know the shit I've been through

Eight hours of watching my mother down bottles of Jack
I thought nothing of it when she drove us all to the park

Noose around my neck
Kick the fucking chair off out from under me
Stab me in the back
But tonight I got my blood on your new white T

Woah
Throw me in the cold
Toss me in the pit
With the wolves
Tear me to the bone
Rip me off my skin
It's getting old

Whoa, whoa
'Trol, -trol
Roll, roll

Fuck

I am not a fan of the man, I am Peter Pan
Swinging hands, tryna be a voice, I'm the people's champ
We are not the same, you are just a name, I am off the chain
I don't talk to lames, why we talking then?
I'ma jump (jump,

I can't love you any other way
Running through a hurricane
Just to watch you murder me
I don't wanna live another day
If you aren't in love with me
I can't say it subtly
Without you I don't know how I'ma live

Callin' it quits
All this shit's harder than bricks

Down, down, down, down, down
Is that what you wanted?

You broke my heart a million times
I patched it up with all those lies
Now in my bed I can’t describe
The visions (visions) that I see of you
You knew I wasn’t fine
Still, you made me stand in line
Months and

I just wanna say fuck you til I fuck you again
I think I've had enough of you
But I don't wanna lose a friend
I'm gonna love you forever
That's just my curse
It's whatever

I thought you'd leave me
I'm the bottle, you're the genie
And I don't think I give a damn<

Lookin' for the
Lookin' for the

I'm at another party again
Don't wanna be here but I am
I'm way too weird to make friends
My mom says: Just try to fit in
So I'm at a party again
Don't wanna be here but I am
I'd rather be home in my bed
I gotta get out of thi

Fall into the deep end
Feeling alive while you fight for your life
As you swim back to the beaches
Don’t be scared of the tide
Just prepare for the ride
As you float
You float
You float

I think I’m misunderstood
I think I’m just under good
I think I’m no

Sunset Boulevard again
Pulling at my heart again
Shit
But I came from a small town where
They do not care what car you're in
But my friends in Hollywood drive a Mercedes
And always do drugs and get wasted
They buy out the store just to prove they got money for shoes

You can't see my scars
It's hard to read my thoughts
I'm feeling
Guess they're not real then
You believe in God
But even God
Doesn't show his face
When you need to talk
I'm still sick
Imaginary illness

I met the devil in my dreams
He said my dreams a

I'm in the trenches
I got my defenses up
I load on my weapons, yeah
I'm aiming at everyone

Ain't no stars in Hollywood
Every night is dark as hell
Demons always on the prowl
Looking for a soul to sell
But I'm a soldier, yeah
Bullets from my shoulder strap