Wish I could sleep a little while
It’s 3am, I'm hanging out with the voices in my mind
Tell me where do I begin
I'm always in this silent war with the body I live in

Get all dressed up to go nowhere
For strangers on the internet
To tell me just how beautiful I am

Have a good life, I will without you
Find a new bed, someone to lie to
Ain't nobody gonna treat you better
Goodbye love, I'll see you never

I'm drinking alone now
I'm drinking to happier years
I can do what I want now
I'll drink to the freedom
I ain't gonna wast

We'll stay up all night, if that's the way that you want it
Set this bed on fire, if that's the way that you like it
I could try lovin' you the way that you're used to
Rip your pretty heart out and then tear it in two
If you want me to be rough, wear your name on my heart like a

I made a list of the reasons I loved ya
And all of the shit that you did that was wrong
The bad came so easy, when I think of the reasons I want ya, I can’t even think of one

When people ask how I been, I always say I'm alright
And when I ask how you’re doing, they always say t

I sometimes wonder
After the years go by
How many soulmates
Have I left behind?

I sometimes question
Through all of the bodies I’ve touched
Was I ever reckless
With hearts running out of time?

But boy you were different
Yeah you, you were never mine