What a tragic affection to harbour
A soul is seeking salvation to squander
Such a beautiful burden to bear alone
I know

Rants and fictions of violence
Breaking the silence
Hiding the wake of our deception
Guarding desperate secrets buried below
And you know

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(But you know)

What a tragic affection to harbour
A soul is seeking salvation to squander
Such a beautiful burden to bear alone
I know

Rants and fictions of violence
Breaking the silence
Hiding the wake of our deception
Guarding desperate secrets buried below<

There's just too much I have in this heart
To say I'm sorry for
More than I can remember

I'm scared to touch
Anything I love
Afraid that I'll only leave them in pieces

In time
We tend to find
A place so far from home

We all fall down
Yes, we all fall

Seventeen itself assured in secret so to blame
Hold it in, it's not a sin, it's just a shame
You're not alone, this man he loves you
In spite of everything you are
But not by my grace

Of the shadows cast in corridors of human hearts
Faith is fact my favorite fiction by

World’s falling between us
You but call my name
I tear the skin and bleed from a vein
She’s just not the same

And i know you’ll carry me away with you
But i know i’ll carry you

Give in, give in
I always do
Give in, you win
You always do

I’d give this

Everything I love has gone so wrong, self loathing
How many times do I have to tell myself I'm sorry?
Could it be that I'm the only one destroying?
Inside I'm lost and lifeless since you've gone away

'Cause your memory still haunts me
And I'm always chasing yesterday
I'

She sits in her corner
Singing herself to sleep
Wrapped in all of the promises
That no one seems to keep
She no longer cries to herself
No tears left to wash away
Just diaries of empty pages
Feelings gone astray

But she will sing
Till everything burns
Wh

Here I sit in a corner
Singing myself to sleep
Wrapped in all of the promises
That I never seem to keep

I no longer cry to myself
There's no tears left to scratch away
Just diaries of blood stained pages
Praying to burn away

So I will sing

Till everythin

As I slip into the fall of night
Caught between the hands of time
No the words that never found their way
Suddenly they all are mine

Sleep , now sleep
Dawn will come to
Warm and wake you
Morning breaks
Going home

As my life begins to leave me
A strange

Holding up tight in a drunken haze
Shutting out light to stop the day from taking hold
You cling to me with bloody hands
Playing my part, this martyrs dance
It gets so old

Hold me down
If you have to drown, I will drown with you
If you have to burn, I'll burn in hel

Abandoned by my maker
I slowly understand
I am dying to desire your actions
Still clutching for your hands

Lost and forgotten
Erased and forsaken

Ground of my despair
Victim of a life a lonely you
Reach but no one is there
Staring down the hopelessness tru

Have we come so far?
Could we even turn back now?
And I'd love to forgive
It seems I forgotten how
Can my heart heal now?
Is there time left for me?

It seems that grace of God has left this place
So make amends
We're consequence
We live and die together

Well, I guess I lied
I don't have much in common with the world outside
And no one really knows how much I have to hide
That I'm really very ugly deep inside
I wish I was just like everybody

Nothing changes
I wish I didn't have to tell a lie today
But I know no one

Holding tight, take his last breath
As the water rushed in
(It's all over soon)
Come inside, child, my day is done
Close my eyes to the sun

I'll never turn back now
Never turn back now
Never turn back now
I'll never turn back now

Lessons learned now mean n

Steady now, you see your door is darkened
For only dead men does the devil come no more
Don't hasten to deny your own desire
For these bitter hands have seen this blood before

You wanna take me?
What are you waiting for?
Let's have some fun now, baby

So I'll drink

The stage is set, I'm growing restless
I've taken worse than you before
I don't want you to want me
No, I'm just fine as the failure and the whore

I'm not guilty, just convicted
More than you, I loathe my living hell
Having failed to prove a lover
Leisure's gone, I'

Now it's too late to go home
Morning is closing in on me
Reaching for a heart that always slips right through my hands

There's no starting over again
Be the one I should have been
Because I buried him half a life ago

I'm not running
Tonight

What a beautiful

Days, I traveled on for days
Through everything you threw at me
I never saw the light
Now, the pain keeps digging in
Reminder of mistakes
I never wish I made

I don't wanna run away
I don't wanna be the one who falls
Wanna stay but you won't change at all

A

Father never warned him of the dead that live within
Tearing through his skin at last

Heavy head in battered hands, the tortured boy kneels
Praying to an empty God to see his end tonight
Father never warned him of the dead that lives within
Tearing through his skin at last<