The cold dark night Is seeping in I find myself awake The dreams they come They seem so real The darkness fades away My God why did you have to bring me back I was so sure these were things I'd gotte

The cold dark night
Is seeping in
I find myself awake
The dreams they come
They seem so real
The darkness fades away

My God why did you have to bring me back
I was so sure these were things I'd gotten past
It's jus a matter of time till I'll need something real<

What has brought you to this place
Left to revel in disgrace
The one that you are longing for
Is the one that you ignored

Left with nothing but regret
Suspended in the nothingness

You had your chance
Your pride chose death

Did you think your life would simpl

Sitting in an airport
Wasting time away
Why can't I shake this feeling
That time won't heal this pain

Good evening are you dead
You're crazy go to bed

My head says you feel it (my heart won't hear it)
The pain is growing (in me not knowing)
Will I wait for you

Hey here it comes I'm gonna do it again
I'll fall away back to where I began
I'll blame it all on my circumstances
As you deny me with your loving glances

It never fails to break me
You didn't have to save me

I trust in you when the walls close in around me
You ne

Is he leading me away from here
Towards what he has created me to be
Wasting my life wondering who i am
Knowing that theres so much more for me
Than this life of mediocrity

Finding peace in things that are not who I am
Substituting words for thoughts of how I've been