Now there is ink on my hands
From killing the friends in my head
It took a lot to come to this
We try to fill our emptiness

Constantly searching, constantly yearning
All of the lights dim in your presence
You draw all breathe from a room
How can I possibly compose m

It feels so hard to be alive
It feels so hard to be alive
It feels so hard to be alive

If you want to see me die just wait a bit
If you wanna see me cry you can pay for it

If you want to see me die just wait a bit
If you wanna see me die just wait

Does it make y

Please help me find my way home
Cause I’ve been searching for days
And I can’t find a way
Direction doesn’t find me
I long for life, I long for love
Define me

In a few years will I relate?
Have the same fears I have of late?
See the world in a different way?

You know how to call at the wrong time
You always like to dance with my dark side
Now I'm swearing that I won’t think about it
I don’t want to lose get this shit to my head

I’ll keep talking like I don’t think I'm drowning
But I feel the truth take this shit to my death

I'm just a mad man
With the right set of keys
To open up all the wrong doors
I want love
I want power
The man the of the hour
For 25 hours a day

I'm just waiting to let you down
Please don’t obsess or I’ll start slipping away
It’s the noise of the crowd that

I feel the flame
The fire in your eyes
To make me afraid
But I won’t lose my mind

I feel you waiting for my fall
Hoping that my tongue slips
Chase me till I'm numb
Meet me in the darkness

You can’t break my heart
It’s too late to feel this hopeless
We’

They sing voices wanna drip till their lips bleed
You don’t have to type you can kiss me
You don’t have to die for the wrong things

Miss me no one wants to show up when the wars on
No one wants wake up with a cold heart
Look me in the eyes when you die to trying stop your m

We are nothing but air
Trembling hands trace the shape of your breath
I don’t want to forget
The loss in your eyes
The stains on your chest

We are nothing but air
I don’t want to forget

There's not anything better
We take what we get
Fly with me
Let my

Hope is denying that we're lost
Ignorance is bliss until it's not
We were led to believe this life meant more than you and me
I'm starting to think that we were wrong

Fuck, every breathe feels like I'm giving up
The hope we had, was never enough
Give me the life that I'

I’ve been sleeping with a ghost
Dancing with my secrets in the moonlight
There’s some pieces of my soul
I can’t put together alone
I’ve been sleeping on my own
Dreaming in a fever I can get by
I could never feel at home
You just need to take me away

I’ve been sl

Faded as fuck is faded as fuck backwards
I'm feeling stuck
Can't to pay for my actions
All of the drugs won’t help with this sadness
Falling in love can’t stop with my habits

I don’t want to make love
I don’t need to be free
I just want our name bright watch it on t

Flatline
Tried to bring me down
And now you're dead inside
Left behind
This time
I won’t waste my words on the deaf

Fake your death
Nothing to get, you’re out of your depth
No defense
Choking on air, you’re out of my head

No matter what you do, I’ll ne

All my friends are wasted
All my money's gone
I always do the same shit
I wait for to you to call

There's always something wrong
With my head
I'm irrational distressed
Scared to death this is it

I spent New Year’s Eve alone on a beach
Getting high and watc

Don’t be afraid
Step into the dark
Don’t be afraid
Don’t be afraid
Step into the dark
Don’t be afraid

The night is full of fucking animals
Psychosomatic cannibals
Looking to find the anecdote
Push it and make it bleed
Hungry for something spiritual
B

You said
I'm not your type tonight
That's fine
I'll find another fix
All right
I might have lied a bit better last time

Your friends
Are fucked I hate the way
They talk
And act like its ok
I'm bout to go and punch their lights out
None of these mothe

Well, if you told me you were drowning
I would not lend a hand
I've seen your face before my friend
But I don’t know if you know who I am

'Cause I was there and I saw what you did
I saw it with my own two eyes
So you can wipe off that grin, I know where you've been

Spilling blood
Sacrifice myself for you
You want the rush
We’ve just got something to prove
You bend and I break
No secret is safe
When they scream
We’re playing killing games

Insane
I know
The change
Gets intoxicating
Don’t pray
Takes to lon

We’re just seconds away
Let's leave it all in this room

I knew that we’d never stay
But I hoped I could change our fate

You look alone and afraid
I fell in love its my weakness

Weeks have passed since I could see the broken pieces

And now I'm just a part of yo

I can’t seem to shake this fever
Something’s got me giving up again
I'm too drunk to fear the reaper
We could go and fuck it up again
Play pretend

I need to see the way it ends
I hate the taste of medicine
We could play pretend
Baby, won’t you let me in

I'

Retrace your steps
Try to remember
Where we went wrong
Lingering feelings of love fade
We all become cold
Losing faith in each other
Losing faith in ourselves

Can’t you see?
This is your family
Humanity
We’re all the same
Can’t you see?
The lack