My dear, I try every way I can to light up your life
I'll sing my songs to you, but I know you're leaving tonight
I'll wear that dress you bought me in 1959
Baby blue bows and lace, from our first date night

I wish you could see the beauty in this life
I'm more than sorry y

Why don't you fill up your fantasy?
Track me down and murder me
Father, it’s so easy to see
There’s not a single thing you’d miss of me

So come here and consume my flesh
Put your little girl to rest
She’s tired of weeping from all this stress
You fired, she’s scream

Stood trying to remember what I look like in the mirror
What does real life really feel like?
I don't remember what I'm supposed to feel

Am I dead?
Or am I in a dream?
Am I a ghost watching what my life would of been?

I can't feel
Times not real
Life's not rea

I, I do so much
To keep you innocent
But you'd rather rot in jail
Why do I protect you?
I just wanna forget you
And how you were that day I met you
You're not what I need
So listen to me
Unless you wanna pay the fee

I'm scared of what you'll do
If I fina

I′ve accepted that I'll only find
Peace when I die
That′s just the way it is
In the end, nothing matters
So why am I here?

I no longer fear death
But I fear life
If nothing matters why should it matter
If I die
Commit suicide

I try my best to stay aliv

So, just watch me waste away
I'll be gone someday
Soon
Don't say I didn't warn you, ah
Hurt me, please go ahead and hear me, ah
I say I'll kill myself as a cry for help
But you say I want attention where I'm just trying to prevent it

I know you'll blame yourself

I'm not real, I'm a living cartoon
A living play, hiding behind a mask
I'm not real, I'm a living cartoon
Told what to say, I don't know who I am

Every week, I've got a new identity
A new state of mind, I lose my memory
Is there no remedy? I feel incomplete
I've got

I’ve fallen in love with a dangerous man
I wish I’d realized before it began
He’s listening to every breath I take
He's watching every move I make

But I can’t help the way I feel
I’ll just romanticize it and forget what’s real
I should be more than terrified
(What h

You think you can just get away from me?
I promise you, it's not that easy
Honey, you only belong to me
I promise you, you'll never ever be able to leave

I'll suck the life outta you like a leech
Yeah, I'll suffocate
I'll make it impossible to breathe

I wanna cut