Undesirable

"Undesirable"
Not wanted...
Fooled to believe and trust
In the expectations
That have been
Imagined...
Cold and unintact- left alone
Support is nowhere to find
Growth of the lust
Has become an obsession...
An obsession
Which are incurable
Shapeless and buried
Deep in the soul...
Complexity in my pensive thoughts...
The treatment of lies collide...
Unexplainable
Chronic psychosis
Results in a breakdown of the brain tissue...
The infection continues to the core
It will destroy and molest everything...
Those shades are closing in
Like a cloak embracing me
Cannot separate dream from reality
Confusion- How much more can a human mind persist...
The inclination
To kill oneself
Is a test of subordinated reasons...
The lethal vapor starts to flowt
Then it leads it's way through the system
When the fumes has been inhaled
The point of no return has been reached...
Totally drained of life
The chasm is swollen and bloated
Eradication is now reality
My life will- Not remain...