Not Again

I’ve made a mistake
It won't happen again
I felt so down
My heart was in pain
I went out to find you
Bad luck, you were there
Smell you, honey, no
My worst nightmare
Tell me why when I fall you feel pleasure?
You always call me everytime I'm feeling better
Don't you know we cannot be together?
Why do you make me insist
On something that won’t work for me?

In a dream you told me
It will be different
Even knowing you were lying
I gave you another chance
You hurt my feelings
It was the last time
Whatever you'll do, I don't care
I’ll get you out of my mind
Tell me why when I fall you feel pleasure?
You always call me everytime I'm feeling better
Don't you know we cannot be together?
Why do you make me insist
On something that won’t work for me?

Even knowing you let me down
I want to love you again
You like to see me crawling on the ground
Crumblin’ in my regrets
I miss your salty taste in my mouth
The bloody taste of death
I hope you had enjoyed your last night
Because that night was the last