Nihilism

Guess I lied today
I'm not gonna be OK
Not like this anyway

The words were sounding wrong
The moment you'd smiled and gone
And now I don't know how to do this anymore

I wonder if you come back home
Tell these ghosts to disappear
I wonder if you're there alone
With these lies you hold so dear

All of your lovers
All of your lovers
Can't take the place I'm in

Maybe I'm just new
To this entire show
Well, now it's really all I know

You told me what you'd do
Every single move
And now it's throwing back walls I can't see through

I wonder if you come back home
Tell these ghosts to disappear
I wonder if you're there alone
Breaking vows you hold so dear

All of your lovers
All of your lovers
Can't take the place I'm in
Where I'm always so close
Yet I'm feeling so cold

All of your lovers
All of your lovers
What is this place