My Ugly

Please forgive my ugly, I-
Should've picked to be born more lovely, I-
Should've picked a face
That would've more easily won a place
For me in your heart rent-free

Please forgive my dimensions, I-
Just should've designed myself for your bad intentions, I-
Just should've picked a form
That would've made good mental porn
For all of your odd fantasies

I don't care if it hurts me
I want to be worthy
The world to be thirsty for me
I will grind night and day
Like a cosmetic slave
Till you're 6 feet down bad for me

Please forgive my ugly, I-
Should've picked to be born more lovely, I-
Should've picked a face
That would've more easily won a place
For me in your heart rent free

And please forgive me my depression
I just should've disguised the pain, plain with deception
And made sure you never see
Any ugly from me
I know the pain it can bring

What a lovely desire
To require the approval
Of strangers I know I'll never see
But nonetheless I will grind night and day
Like a cacophobic slave
Till you're 6 leagues down bad for me

Don't my looks just say
Hey, I'm a winner at the game
Ice up in my veins
Skip my resume; irrelevant

And don't you get the feeling
They must be poggers at the game
Elect 'em, just look at their face, age, weight, and elegance

Cause if I've learned anything that pays
Stay safe inside the cage babe save face
That's where I'll put my wager

Please forgive my ugly, I-
Should've picked to be born more lovely, I-
Should've picked a face
That would've more easily won a place
For me in your heart rent free