Let Me Reap

One frail moment
There are miles between
The gloom and me
Off the Martyr path
I am treading newborn ground

See, I'm weary
Of the leaden days
And brittle years
Unfamiliar shine
Lead me anywhere but here

All these years I've sown
And watered with my blood
Now let me reap
For once, let me reap
I have bleed my part
Now I'm thirsting for a life
So let me reap
At last, let me reap

Restless wandering
With strings in my chest
Tearing elsewhere
A past-tensed future
Always longing for release

From my shelter
It feels a different life
So far behind me
Still it owns me
Why can't walk away for good?

All these years I've sown
And watered with my blood
Now let me reap
For once, let me reap
I have bleed my part
Now I'm thirsting for a life
So let me reap
At last, let me reap

Seize the dirt
Never become
One of them
I can flee but I can't invert

All these years I've sown
And watered with my blood
Now let me reap
For once, let me reap
I have bleed my part
Now I'm thirsting for a life
So let me reap
At last, let me reap