If I Told You

I've been waiting for the end to start
Counting all the ways we'll drift apart
Thinking of the time you held my heart
Makes me feel so numb
Hmm, hmm

Wanting to forget the love we made
As I watch the burning fire fade
Your eyes are colder than they've ever been
No it's not the same

If I told you I loved you
If I told you I hate you
Yeah, id rather forget you
What would you believe

If I told you I'm sorry
When I really hurt you
When I let you down
Why wouldn't you leave?

Why don't you look in my eyes
And maybe you'll see
This love never dies
It continues to bleed

If I told you I loved you
F told I hate you
I never could change you (never could change you)
And that's what I need
That’s what I need
That’s what I need