How Deep

just how deep can shit get
i'm in above my head again
life put me in my place
now it's written all over my face
gotta get up, gotta get out
i gotta change what my life is about
too much wasted time in my mind
with a rage of discipline i'll get by
life is hard but as time goes on
you learn from your mistakes
so now it's up to me
how many more i let myself make
when you ask me will i be okay
i don't know what to say