Handsome / RIP

Rotten on the inside
I can't love myself
Haven't washed in ages
Long hair, food stains
Hiding in my cave, holed up
Shutting all the blinds

'Cause I
Can't be like
Poster-boys, count calories, fuck 'em
At the gates of heaven
They'll tell me I'm handsome
Why'd you waste your life boy?

You could have it all
Daddy was disgusted
Eating at my brain
I don't have a jawline
Hips wide, bones light
Mirror staring at my flesh

I can't look away
Thank God
I'm not like
TikTok boys, big white smiles, fuck them

At the gates of heaven
They'll tell me I'm handsome
Why'd you waste your life boy?
You could have it all
(Yeah)

Rest in peace my nightmares
Covering up my scarred heart
Let's not waste this life boy
You can have it all