Enough

Another day alive
Struggling with the emptiness that took over in eyes
My voice echoes in the void it's so hard to recognize
Defective features reflected in the mirror

Another chance to die
It tortures me to sit and wait so I sing this lullaby
My voice echoes in the void it's so hard to recognize
The mirror is deceiving there's no reason to believe in it

I fear it's just not fast enough
I fear there's too much consciousness
The pain it doesn't matter I cannot feel it anymore
I'm just here waiting
I'm just here waiting

Another day went by
I'm waiting on my turn when I will lose track of time
I cannot see my face reflected in the window
I just see random shadows casting over random people
Get me back to bed put me down to sleep
Get me back to bed

I fear it's just not quick enough
I fear there's too much consciousness
The pain it doesn't matter I cannot feel it anymore
I'm just here waiting
I'm just here waiting
I'm just here waiting
I'll be waiting