Doubts

How I want to control my life
Feeling the urge, a certain need
Of looking into the things that will be
My past and future, the years of me

People tell me
To search inside
My inner self
My alter ego
Point of creation
Point of destruction
Based on this
Here is my believe

How I want to control my life
Feeling the urge, a certain need
Of looking into the things that will be
My past and future, the years of me

The thing in my life, they keep changing
But it's not just the things that I choose (for)
It's those things everybody wants and needs to control
Those are the ones, nobody can

Who am I
What's my way
Can you tell me
Cause I can't live this way

How I want to control my life
Feeling the urge, a certain need
Of looking into the things that will be
My past and future, the years of me

So as I choose to create
Only hoping for the best
I live in agony
With hope as my only friend