Don't Save Me

I came from the darkness hiding on my own
Like rain, thoughts are harmless, leave me here alone
The waking nightmares aren't as bad as dreaming, I suppose
But it's pulling me
Under the lightning and thunder ignite a wilted rose
Maybe I'm wretched and deserve this, I don't know
Don't save me, I'm almost glad if this is how I go
The monsters under my bed want to beat me to it though
Every word that they've said
It goes 'round in my head while I drown in the undertow

Look into my eyes
And tell me what you see
A demon in disguise
Pretending to be me
Bury your surprise
And listen carefully
He lives inside my mind
He'll never let me free

The wasteland never ends and it's killing me
Wait and count to ten but
I'll never be able to live, I can't seem to breathe
I'll die fading carefully, so don't save me
Standing on the edge, it's darker now
And it's in my head, I can't hear a sound
Facing the storm, I'm cast out at sea
I'll down eventually, so don't save me

I think these walls can talk, they tell me I'm insane
I can't live anymore, and I'm the one to blame
At night my thoughts they scare me, I can't face another day
Every thought leaves it's mark, I'm not scared of the dark
I'm afraid when the sky turns grey

The wasteland never ends and it's killing me
Wait and count to ten, but I'll never be able to live
I can't seem to breathe
I'll die fading carefully, so don't save me
Standing on the edge, it's darker now
And it's in my head, I can't hear a sound
Facing the storm, I'm cast out at sea
I'll down eventually, so don't save me

Don't save me, I think I'm in hell
These walls are talking, I can tell
I've bathed in fire since I fell
Don't leave me on my own

The wasteland never ends and it's killing me
Wait and count to ten, but I'll never be able to live
I can't seem to breathe
I'll die fading carefully, so don't save me
Standing on the edge, it's darker now
And it's in my head, I can't hear a sound
Facing the storm, I'm cast out at sea
I'll down eventually, so don't save me

The wasteland never ends and it's killing me
Wait and count to ten, but I'll never be able to live
I can't seem to breathe
I'll die fading carefully, so don't save me
Standing on the edge, it's darker now
And it's in my head, I can't hear a sound
Facing the storm, I'm cast out at sea
I'll down eventually, so don't save me