Chemical Halo

Chemical halo burning bright
In a sodium haze
All meaning is lost
But this confusion remains
I'm going to tear myself apart
If I can't get myself together
And spread my pieces around like waste
And give my gift of stormy weather
Every time I move I feel like something's broken
Every time I laugh I feel like maybe I'm choking
I know you'd laugh too
But it's not the funny anymore

I kissed the floor on my way down
A match head burning out on the frozen ground

I just want to thank every one of you
For all the things that you don't do
For the stab in the back
For the kick in the face
For the pain in the neck
And all the shame and disgrace
For the spit in the eye
And all the things you say
And all the head games you play

For the agony and the parody
For the pain infliction and drug addiction
You give them so much strength
When you show you're weak
Please don't rattle your chains
It's better when you're meek
Here comes another bad trip
Another life of no sleep
Another storm in the dark
With the sky pouring down
Every creature will drown
This time there will be no Noah's arc!
See you in hell!