Blend

I never felt wanted
I was always in the way
And I knew that one day I'd have to leave

I never knew what love was
But I was sure busy
Doing anything to fix me

But I've been so scared, for so long
I've been so empty, I'm sorry I'm wrong
I never wanted it to be like this
And it's not like I can blend
Cause I can't

There's a bunch of big places
Oh, you know they're calling my name
I gotta run towards them, full speed

But I gotta keep saying
To myself everyday
"Is this something that you want?"
And it's in your reach

I've been so scared, for so long
I've been so empty, I'm sorry I'm wrong
I never wanted it to be like this
And it's not like I can blend
Cause I can't
I can't

Oh, well I think I just know that I can't.