Beheaded

I don't know if it's worth it
I don't know if I should keep trying
when most signs point to giving up
if there were someone to take advice from
would he say give up

Am I losing what should be mine
I don't know if I really mind
or am I misusing what's not mine
what's really never mine

Everything moves too fast
that's why there's so much still left in the past
I know I don't want to be overlooked
but am I sure how long this should last

I went out to look for you
I wasn't sure what you might do
but mostly I just wanted to save you
to do something you wouldn't expect me to