Atypical

I keep on waiting
Yeah, I should've known
I'm wired for heartache
It's in my zone
Yeah, you keep on trying
But you should know
I'm not one for changing, atypical

I've been trying to find the way about myself, it ain't easy
I've been looking for a hand to hold the cards I've been dealt
I've been trying to find the way to help myself 'cause I'm bleeding
I've been trying to find me, I've been trying to find me

Every time I put the past behind
Somebody comes to press rewind
Every time I put the past behind
Somebody comes to press rewind
I've been trying to find me

Ain't easy, ain't easy
Ain't easy, ain't easy
Ain't easy, ain't easy
Ain't easy

Can I hit pause for a minute
Just until my tears have dried?
Going insane, a sip of the drink
Somebody get me out
I'm looking to God for an answer
But it's only up to me
Trying to change, what can I say?

I've been trying to find the way about myself, it ain't easy
I've been looking for a hand to hold the cards I've been dealt
I've been trying to find the way to help myself 'cause I'm bleeding
I've been trying to find me, I've been trying to find me

Every time I put the past behind
Somebody comes to press rewind
Every time I put the past behind
Somebody comes to press rewind
I've been trying to find me

Press rewind, rewind
Press rewind, rewind
Press rewind, rewind
Press rewind

I keep on waiting
Yeah, I should've known
I'm wired for heartache
It's in my zone
Yeah, you keep on trying
But you should know
I'm not one for changing, atypical