I never wanted things to be this way
Never again will you know anything about me
And it's fine if you want it that way
You can have it
I'll be over here moving on

Remember when you would kiss me and kiss me and kiss me?
Remember when you would see me in my dressing gown

Shine your light on me and then
I'm tapping on the glass again
Now I'm in love with everything I see

Because you know that I'm your pet
You left a note before you left
It said: Till then, be good and wait for me

Kill me swiftly
I know you'll come back to me
Wh

Hi

Not enlightened
You're just spiteful
How'd you get so proud?
Open season, wrong reason
To laugh so fucking loud

Thought you didn't want me
I wasn't worth your time
Thought you didn't want me
I wasn't worth your time

So why'd you reach your hand ou

I was never so good at goodbyes
I know you don't deserve a word of it but
You know I'm always bleeding someone dry

It's hard to forget waking up to your face
On Tuesday mornings when I got to sleep in late
You'd kiss my head before you went to work
And I would take a sh

Ah
Now I don't hardly know her
But I think I could love her
Crimson and Clover

I wish she'd come walking over
I've been waiting to show her
Crimson and Clover
Over and over, yeah

My, my, such a sweet thing
Wanna do everything
What a beautiful feeling

It hits me and it feels like a kiss
They said: Just write a song, and you'll get over it
I learn the same thing over and over again
I can't
I can't
I can't feel anything

I'm crying
I'm crying

I make a game of breaking promises
If I'm a bitch at least someo

Cut my hair
So you'd look past me
When you passed me
On the way

Cut my hair
So when you asked me
I could smile and say
I've been ok

Cut my hair
So I'd remember
What it felt like to be
Seventeen

Cut my Hair
So when I woke up
When I wok

You always know how to make me sad
Pressed flowers in the pages of your hands
You bite your tongue as you walk down the stairs
You're only alive when there's somebody there

You asked my mother if I was at home
She told you I was, but I wasn't alone
You bide your time as

I don't know how many ways
You need me to say I'm sorry
I'm making claims with my mouth
That I can't back up with my body

If you don't need me, baby
Look me in my iris
It's fine in the meantime
I guess I'll see you on the back of my eyelids

I never meant to hu

Teenage feelings got me down
Teenage feelings got me down
In the middle of a summer night
In the house where I learned how to die

Stupid questions that keep haunting me
Am I ever gonna be happy?
Am I looking for another reason to be sad?
When something touches you,

You are the shadow in the doorway
Gently bleeding on your pick guard
And I wanna be the band-aid
Wrapped around your finger

You said you wanted to steal me away
So I packed a bag, but you never came
And I know that you don't owe me anything
I'm just sick of loving m

You said open up your mouth and tell me what you mean
I said: I'm gonna marry the scariest girl on the cheerleading team
Press your teeth into my neck and watch me bruise
Tomorrow wake up feeling so confused

I'm squirming out of my skin
Is this really happening to me?
I

I wake up feeling empty
Empty out the shit that's in my brain
I press my head against the shower wall
And watch it all drip down the drain

I'm feeling empty
Fuck the MTA
I always miss my train
I thought I saw you standing there
Oh, wait, it's only someone else's

Honey dripping from your soft lips
Swallow me in your softness
Sometimes I feel just like and actress
Begging for your validation
Give me another chance

I'm haunted by the faces of old friends
Mourners in the park paying their respects
Sometimes I feel just like and

I've got a sinking suspicion
It might be something in your tone
That you would leave me here to find my own way home

You can take my peace
Leave me rotting like the leaves
But I won't ever let you say you cared about me

Ha, my collar in your fist
Pulling me into y

Is it worth crying at night
If it sets my soul on fire?
Reaching restless like a little kid
I wish you loved me like you said you did

He say he wants what's best for me
He say he wants what's best for me
They all say that they want what's best for me
But they never

You said I'm sorry as you went to leave
And I lit a match to throw down at your feet
And scream: Don't come back
As you turned toward the door
And I ached as the flames grew up from the floor

And I'm tired of going out
And I'm tired of staying in bed
And I'm tired o

You tell me you need me
I ask you why
You kiss me so sweetly
It gets me high

The sunlight through my window pane
Illuminates your face
I need you closer
And you're not even an inch away

What you want is what I want and
I can't seem to get enough
It mak

We laughed all the way home
And I knew that we couldn't just be friends
I take a good hard look
Before I go and fuck it all up again

I saw someone you were with in the summer
And now I wanna be just like them
She said: I can't have this conversation
And now I know e